I’m really disappointed with the new singer.
He isn’t as good as Johnny Craig. Johnny Craig is now in a band called Emarosa, he still sound as good as he used to but I just don’t like the style of Emarosa. Like there times where their rythm were awkward and it will probably be better if they have a screamer in the band.. But then again I guess they made their band like that for a reason.
The best cook I probably know is my mom.
She makes the most delicious food ever! I tried putting efforts into this but I don’t have the passion towards cooking as she does.
But before everything is too late. I need to learn atleast 2 or 3 dish from her.
These include: Pansit, Adobo, Giniling & alot more.
I’ve been convincing my parents to buy me sunflower seeds and at the moment all the seeds were shipped back or something for check up. Then one day they surprised me by buying me an actual sunflower. It was so pretty and yellow.
But I didn’t take care of it :(
But hey I still have the seeds
:)
Gah I can’t do this atall.
Sometime my family or soeone would invite for dinner past 8 and it’s kinda rude when I say no to them you know.
Plus I ate bag of chips at 2 in the morning.
NO NO NO
:/
I’ve been eating like a fatass these several days.
I certainly broke my goal about eating healthy.
Gah, i feel so BLAAAH.
:(
GAH.
I really need to stop arguing with her.
It is not getting me anywhere, were supposed to get along not fight all the time! The funny things is we barely communicate. The only time we talk is probably if I need something or she ask where I put her stuff at. We never really talk about personal things. I was never comfortable telling her my problems because I’m afraid she will just bitch at me without letting me finish, which she has done several times. That automatically make me think that she’s shutting me off. I wouldn’t want to go through that again. But really, our lack of communcation is getting ridiculous.
Like, another thing I hate about her is she still treats me like I’m five years old. & when she’s not
she bitch at me about my grades which I tried so hard to achieve but ofcourse, she’s still not satisfied.
I mean, I apologize if she’s not the perfect kid she wants me to be. The one who always stays home and clean the house, the one who study every night & get staright A’s for the rest of her life, the one who obeys their rules at all times. I tried pleasing them by doing these things whenever I could but she always expect me to do it ALL THE TIME. I know she wants the best for me but I’m not going to live her life. If I mess up I wouldn’t look back to say so but I would learn from them.
Our arguements always start out the same way it does every damn time. The topics are same as well. You can pretty much consider it as a routine.
ME + HER BEING HOME = ARGUEMENTS.
I fucking hate it with a fiery passion.
But it is my fault for being so impatient towards her.
It’s just that there’s so many things about her that annoys the crap out of me and I need to work on dealing with that. Just ignore the things she say or does? Her little pety comments? I mean, she is getting old..
Maybe that’s one her ways she vents.
I guess we argue so much because I always look at my point of view and I think most of the things she does isn’t fair to me.
Some things are just inevitable and no one can help that not even her. I just need to put my mind into this. It’s not as easy as it looks. But hopefully in a matter of time it wil all be OK.
I can honestly say I have improved on this from the past three weeks. I put things back where it belongs after I use them & whenever I see something out of place I put where it is supposed to be.
My bestfriend came over not too long ago and she was kind of shocked why my room was so clean and I told her about my goal.
I mean, I might not be very organize all the time but I’m getting there.
I’m proud of myself :D
So I tried getting rid of my split ends not too long ago
& I cut more than I should. The split ends were however about 3 inches long most of them were atleast so I had no choice.
It should grow out before school starts.
I still have to think of a hair style once it grows out.
I had no intentions to actually put a “style” because I know I would some how fuck it up.
& I did. I wanted straight bangs so I gave an attempt to it but it didn’t look right on me. i started panicking for a little bit but I had to snap out of it,
So I thought to myself “It’s just hair, it should grow out before school begins” which is in a month and several days.
I got rid of my blonde bangs but I’m not sure if I want to get rid of it forever. I think I would put a new color on it. I’m not too sure.
This is not happening soon.
The more I try to get along with her
the more we clash.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
She makes such big deal about everything..
The embassy rejected my passport re-newal
& my mom said we juat have to go next year because it’s too late.
:(
sighs
I wat to go home so bad. I miss everything.
The mountains, the fresh air, the rest of my family, I miss them all.
I’ll be really sad if we don’t get to go this year.
It’s been five years
:(
I have the seeds, my aunt said she will help me plant them. YAY :)
I really hope that they grow.
I’ve always want a komondor but my parents doesn’t want to buy a dog right now that we have carpet but once they get rid of it they might consider getting a dog
:)
My friends and I were browsing through SuperTarget isles and I saw those cute little lanterns and I was like I have to get those for my room and I got them.
I’m really happy.
I got the multi colored ones.
I don’t know if the’re going to have better ones in the Philippines but I’m still going to keep these.
:D
