Ayliana

One of my friends is graduating from boot camp in September, and his girlfriend offered to let me tag along on the drive all the way down to Georgia and back again.

It’s going to be great!

They’re offering a chinese class this semester. And I know few if any will enroll in it, because most students are in nursing and have no time for a foriegn language. So what the hell.

Not only have I put down 2.5K towards all that I owe, but I over estimated what I owed in the first place. I went from 14K to 8K.

NOw if only I could pull that off every month.

Try 80.

http://speedtest.10-fast-fingers.com/

As profitable that compels you to break your promise, to lose your self-respect, to hate any man, to suspect, to curse, to act the hypocrite, to desire anything that needs walls and curtains: for he who has preferred to everything else his own intelligence and daimon and the worship of its excellence, acts no tragic part, doe not groan, will not need either solitude or much company…”

When I get out of the Coast Guard and go back to school I’m going to double major in Philosophy/Pre-med. It just seems like a better use of my time than just taking biology classes.

My friend just had her baby boy, and she’s only a year older than me (21). She looks like hell. She hasn’t been out since she got back from the hospital, so she’s pasty pale. She hasn’t gotten much of any sleep, and none of the pregnancy wieght has come off yet. And her paid maternaty leave ends in late July, so she might have to go back to work.

Don’t get me wrong, she loves her baby, and he’s the most adorable thing you’ve ever seen, but the life has been drained out of her.

So no thanks, I do still want children, but I want to enjoy my youth first. Maybe when I’m around 30.

I’ve played grown up for a year now, and it is so not worth the stress. I’m going back to being an adolescent thank you.

Is a little courage.

If you still think about him even though its been months since you last saw him? Or if every guy who looks like him makes you do a double take? If so then I’ve fallen hard.

French and Spanish baby! :D

I mean… I’m worried, and stressed, but it’s not nearly as bad as they’re making it out to be.

Edit: Ok, I took it a second time… and its not so lame anymore. Now its just creepy.

I was told when I was 14 that I had the vocabulary and math skills of a college graduate.

...Yet they STILL wouldn’t take me out of special ed!

Even if my parents think the class was a waste! I enjoyed it!

But I was never that good. It would be nice to hone a skill that I already have.

I’m heading to Bootcamp in August. We’ll finally see what I’m made of.

And accomplished so much, that its impossible for me to ignore, and neglect.

Once you get moving its fairly easy to keep balanced. I was always terrified of falling when I was younger, so thats why I never graduated from training wheels. I’m glad I finally learned, its great exercise!

My mom only buys it for the coupons. I hop on NYtimes.com all the time as well. I’d say I’m fairly well informed.

Too many times I’ve caved into my own fears, or the fears of those around me. It’s time I started living.