I am a little bit better at this. But for some reason I’m still really camera shy in terms of grabbing people and asking them to take a pic of me and my friends or whatever so they all end up being close shots. I have no idea why this is.
Obviously this isn’t something you can ever be done with. It’s a work in progress and I make sure that whenever I talk to a small group of people, I end it with “I love you”. I’m still not much better at expressing my feelings towards people I’m not as close with. Maybe one day.
Argh..I gave my 2 week notice today but was informed that if I was done, my boss would take over my shift for the next week and it’s not necesssary to do 2 weeks. So he was angry I guess..He said he feels like I’m making a mistake..Okay..It was hard..and now I’m extremely worried and I am wishing I never did it. I know I needed to do it..But it was supposed to be something I did in the future, not 2 weeks before I leave for vacation. Now my trip will suck because I’m going to be extremely worried about money and finding a job when I’m back. There’s a lot of “Perfect” jobs to apply for now but I will be leaving in 2 weeks for 11 days so it’s really not the best time to apply but maybe I’ll just apply anyway and give it a shot..I feel like such a loser to not have a job..Plus I loved so many aspects of my job..I am going to go back on Wednesday, get my things, say goodbye and whatever else…I just have to keep reminding myself that a better job is out there and everyhing happens for a reason. Right? Right. I’ll be okay. Worst part? My parents decided today they are getting a divorce. I guess you have to hit rock bottom to reach success..Or thats what I’ll keep telling myself.
I finally finished about 2 months ago..I already did my first class and am finishing it up this Saturday. I ended up getting like a 92% so pretty good. It was so nice to know that I finally finished.
Well the snowshoeing trip got cancelled due to the weather..but I hope to do it another time soon! Tonight, I’m going to Sushi, a restaurant up in Canada..I’ve never been there, but everyone has been telling me to go for months so I’m going with a group of people tonight..I’m excited, hopefully it’ll be a fun something new.
I won’t get into this one :) I think everyone is aware of what occurred that night..Go refs! ;)
Maybe in the future I’ll rethink this one, but right now, it’s not something I really want to put the effort into doing.
I’m not a big fan of movies made before I was born soo I have only watched so far:
1.) The Wizard of Oz
2.)E.T.
3.) The Silence of the Lambs
4.) Pulp Fiction
Yeah so I have a very long way to go..I think I’m going to start with watching Forrest Gump..I’ve never watched the entire movie so I’ll give it a try.
Then I used to be..and I’m better at ignoring qualities that I don’t “accept”. I think it’s easier to do when you have individual relationships with the people and just not group relationships. I now go out to lunch with just my brother or just my sister-in-law, where it used to always be the entire family.
I’m going on my first “official” hike in 2 weeks with a group of people..I’m buying hiking boots on Monday, haha..It’s almost the season here.
Next week, I’m going showshoeing..and then the next week I’m going hiking somewhere I’ve never been..and on valentines day, I’m going to a new place..I’m really excited, this has been a great month.
I put half of my last paycheck into my savings..I’m going to put $100 from every paycheck into it from now on unless I NEED the money for an emergency or something..I’m planning a trip to Hawaii in May so it’s helping me save :) The only purchase I have made lately was a gift for a friend yesterday..With some of the money left over from my paycheck, I’m going to buy a pair of hiking boots..I need them, I don’t have a pair and am going showshoeing next weekend and for a hike the next weekend so yeah..I need them :)
I have been really thinking about doing this once I have my degree..I think it would be a really great experience and give me a better sense of what I want to do with my life. Has anyone done it??
I’m taking an into to information systems course and a critical thinking course..I’ll finish in a couple weeks and start 2 more..It ends up being 20 credits a quarter..I wish I could do more but I’m barely able to get all the homework done for just these 2 classes..I would be screwed if I added another one.
It doesn’t look like it’s going to. My little apartment fell through since the builders never got a permit on it, making it illegal to be rented as well as worthless to purchase. So back to square one with no clue what to do..If I can get my dang certificate done..Then I’d be making a little more a month..But I really don’t think I’ll be able to afford it until I finish my degree and work full-time. I just can’t get a second job right now, I barely have time to eat, let alone work a second job. AH. This sucks..Rent here isn’t even that expensive, but I guess it’s all relative.
and I’m still not done..I’m getting there..I still have 6 learning experiences, a written and my CPR certification. I’ve got some of my learning experiences partially done..It’s hard to work, get this certificate, plus do all the work for my regular classes for my degree..It’s all too much, I’m way to stressed out. I need to hurry up and get this done so I can focus on my degree and make money off this certificate. Argh, does life ever get easier? No..No it doesn’t. It’ll just keep getting harder..
I’m so not violent and the thought of evening having a gun in my hand freaks me out..But I still think it’s something I want to learn..When I move out and live by myself..I want a gun or a large dog..or maybe both :) So I need to learn.
So I didn’t get to it this week, it’s just been too crazy..Theres been a ton going on..Next week is going to be busy too but I’m going to set another date of next Friday, the 3rd. AH. It’s not that hard. I will do it before work.
The Book Of Ruth by Alice Hoffman..I haven’t officially started it. But it’s on the side of my bed, ready to read..I will start it tonight.
