BLaznDreams




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  1. 1. have intellectual intercourse
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    30 people
  2. 2. learn how to massage
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    110 people
  3. 3. see the thing that is genuinely beautiful about every person
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    178 people
  4. 4. see the northern lights
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    19,097 people
  5. 5. document my life with pictures
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  6. 6. learn cpr
    339 people
  7. 7. Learn more about black history
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  8. 8. read Nietzsche
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    43 people
  9. 9. read all of dostoevsky's books
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    26 people
  10. 10. learn how to give a sensual massage
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    3 people
  11. 11. Do more things alone
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    24 people
  12. 12. volunteer
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    5,560 people
  13. 13. Be More Humble
    73 people
  14. 14. remember when one door closes, you can always climb though the window
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    1 person
  15. 15. find the perfect pair of jeans
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    609 people
  16. 16. Live out my fantasies
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    24 people
  17. 17. have children
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    4,518 people
  18. 18. travel to one country per year
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  19. 19. study philosophy
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    356 people
  20. 20. Improve my penmanship
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    158 people
  21. 21. Watch every single Tim Burton movie
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    2 people
  22. 22. learn to belly dance
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    2,364 people
  23. 23. pay my bills on time
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    334 people
  24. 24. Type faster
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    294 people
  25. 25. Learn to do a Split
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    109 people
  26. 26. Meditate
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    3,268 people
  27. 27. Buy a NEW car
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    1,629 people
  28. 28. Move to NYC
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    396 people
  29. 29. Learn to read Music
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    736 people
  30. 30. Take dance lessons
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    867 people
  31. 31. expand my vocabulary
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    2,698 people
  32. 32. Improve my Karma.
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    226 people
  33. 33. Surround myself with great people
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    6 people
  34. 34. live passionately
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    5,659 people
  35. 35. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
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    7,904 people
  36. 36. study abroad
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    2,535 people
  37. 37. become less enraged at instances of stupidity
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    492 people
  38. 38. Kiss in the rain
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    15,126 people
  39. 39. Swim with dolphins
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  40. 40. Be More Patient
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    3,233 people
  41. 41. give more compliments
    268 people
  42. 42. Learn spanish.
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    18,157 people
Recent entries
read Nietzsche
Thus Spake Zarathustra...

That’s all I’ve read so far. I enjoyed it. I have a new interest, but I’ll stay true to my goal.



remember when one door closes, you can always climb though the window (read all 2 entries…)
Could it be?....

Is it possible that my optimism could be my downfall? Am I too comfortable? I don’t want to adjust to things. I don’t want to have to “climb through a window” to be who I aspire to be and to bring life to my passions and desires. sigh I have some major thinking to do. It’s like knowing you have 1, or maybe 100 keys but an infinite number of doors. I need to be excited everyday, and I need to feel accomplished every night. I know what I want to do but it’s so far from what everyone expects of me. It’s a silly situation really. I know what I would tell someone else to do, the right thing. Follow your heart etc. I don’t want to lose myself to the world. I know I can’t please everyone all the time. At the end of the day I know what I have to do. But I’m thinking it might be easier to try to fit down some random chimney. Giggle



buy a new car
Well Subaru forester it is...

Not what I want. But it has four wheels and it runs. I’ll see what I can do with it. Still at the moment doesn’t qualify as a “new” car.



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