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I actually tried shooms for my first time two nights ago. Oh my what a drug. I ate about a half a eighth followed by a vicodin and went to gasworks park in Seattle. I was in complete awe. Never have i felt so free. Everything in my mind was coming together. The skyline looked amazing. I was having somewhat of visuals but nothing too extreme. After an hour or so we headed back to the house. I decided to eat another half followed by a half a vicodin and jelly hash.. Bad idea. Weed/hash already has the tendency to make me paranoid. I ended up just going outside because i felt a bad trip coming on. I went outside to smoke a cigarette and i felt distorted and just utterly confused everything was swirling. I closed my eyes and the visuals were just as intense. I ended up getting scared and tried to get back in the house. I had accidentally locked myself out. So i went around and entered the house and demanded to my boyfriend that we leave because i felt uncomfortable in the surrounding i was in. So we hit the road. We were listening to radio head. It never has sounded better. I kept going in and out of my bad trip. It was almost like switching through a TV channels. I was heavily hallucinating at this point. Eventually we got home. It took a merely 30 min but felt as if it 3 hours. When i was walking back to the apartment my whole world was different. The paranoia from the hash made me fear this. I kept thinking this is never going to end. I am going to think and see these things forever. I went and laid in the bed for a good hour. I kept reminding myself this is something i should enjoy not fear. I started over analyzing everything i have ever done in my life. I started thinking more in depth about religion. I started to understand the world and only saw beauty in it all. At this time I was in a bliss. I was still having visuals but I became fond of them. My room reminded me of those paintings that if you look closer to you can see a million little faces. My boyfriends face was becoming patterns of faces.. All and all It didn’t go perfect but now i know not to mix so much with it. I look forward to my next trip. This is by far the most beautiful drug. The things you will think of will change you. The next day you wake up in a whole new mind set with an appreciation for the simple things you otherwise would of over looked. I am in love with this drug hands down.
Babybritain0621's Life List
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1. waitress
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2. eat more raw and organic food
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3. Think less and do more
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4. learn french
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5. Discover more music
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6. write music
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7. let people go that need to be let go
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8. Love without fear
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9. figure out what i want to be
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10. learn to snowboard
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11. go hiking more
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12. Make new friends
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13. leave the past in the past, the future in the future, and enjoy the present of the present
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14. Lose 20 pounds
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15. travel around the world
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16. try shrooms
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17. be a photographer
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18. gauge my ears
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19. find at least one thing each day that makes me happy and record it everyday for a year
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20. apologize to the people i've hurt
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21. Get my life organized!
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22. Save money
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23. Do something new every month
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24. visit the Elliott Smith memorial on Sunset Boulevard
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25. To live instead of exist
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26. learn guitar
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27. be a model
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28. move to bellingham washington
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29. Quit Smoking
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30. learn how to knit
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31. be sober
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32. i want to fall in love with someone who loves me as much as i love them!
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33. Read more
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34. visit Amsterdam
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35. create the soundtrack to my life
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36. grow out my hair
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37. Become the person I've always wanted to be
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38. get more tattoos
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39. quit biting my nails
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40. travel by train
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41. learn to cook Thai food
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42. meet Conor Oberst
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43. have no regrets
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