Ok, So want to quit…but maybe I’m not trying hard enough.
as of recent, things in my life have become (believe it or not) even more stressful.its been becoming increasingly more difficult for me to quit…I’m back up for about 4 a day sometimes more.
I’m trying to find a way to cope with life when it gets stressful, without smoking cigarettes…..and its has not been easy.
For the past month, I’ll say “this is my last pack…when this is done that’s it!”
(there is no way I’m flush a pack that cost $9.00!)
But i don’t get very far in the day without feeling like I am about to lose it if i don’t get one…
Dec 17, 09:54PM PST | 0 comments
Yes its been rough…but do I really want to break up?
Sep 12, 2008, 10:05AM PDT | 0 comments
1. I went to work, even though i was planing on staying home.
2.I had a better day than yesterday at work, I was confident and I was positive and it paid off. ( i’m doing promo modeling/sales/commission)
3. I made a new friend Pamela, I met her at work today. We hung out after window shopping…but I had fun and i could see up hanging out again!
4.I ate pizza from a place i haven’t eating from since i moved
5.people did not force me or my boyfriend to watch footage on the news about 9/11…My boyfriend seemed to deal with it better this year…..
Sep 12, 2008, 09:53AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments