BadlandsBabe

In regards to letting go of the past….there are some traumatizing things from my past that unfortunately every so often creep up on me no matter how old I get…I’ve come to terms with them and made ten fold progress making peace within myself…the issue I have is making complete peace with the individual that knowingly or unknowingly caused me much emotional hardship…I ventured a few years ago to verbalize what took place and still bothered me from so long ago to this person and the reaction I got was completely what I was expecting and how I knew it would be…So, then I was pissed at myself for thinking this move on my part would be a healthy thing…yes, I finally got it out in the open but, due to the reaction in response or lack there off…I found myself to be angry about it all over again to the point the saying “sometimes it’s better to let sleeping dog’s lie” was very fitting…I was made to feel like I did back then what I had to say or how I felt was unimportant…I would have been better off continuing another 20 years and just not say anything…I don’t know if what I’ve written is to confusing to follow or if anyone can relate? If it is my apologies and if you’ve read this far my thanks. I’m a big reader of self help psychology books and I credit them for keeping me grounded and in the now.
BadlandsBabe
In The Southwest