seriously?
okay so, today i walk into class, and its the SAME PROF i had for drawing before. Ugh o man, when he walked in i felt so terrible soooo terrible. I dont want to take this class again, but, at the same time, you only live once so i guess i cant look at the past to determine the future. Im going to treat this like its new.
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well i failed one of my classes!
i am trying to figure out why
this semester was dreadful
i never went out
i didnt exercise
i felt just trapped
not the right friends
unmotivated
laziness
trapped
dont know where i wanna go
uninterest
didnt wanna b there
bad study habits
what can i do to fix it
1/ study with friends
2/ dont spend as much time online
3/ care b.c. I really want to graduate
4/ find an exercise routine
5/ try to find someone to spend time with
6/ procrastination has to stop
7/ know what i care about
8/ get a job
9/ better use of time
10/ do better
what do i care about?
1/ the way i look
2/ ””+clothes
3/ having a job one day
Why dont i have motivation still? I dont feel like i know what direction im going in. I feel like I probably wont reach any level of success and i dont know if ill ever be happy.
so what do i want?
well id like to have a gf or bf if he’s right, someone to workout with, better study habits. i know that im smart, i just dont believe it till i do good.
maybe i should really try to do good then when i get a good grade ill keep doing good.
there we go
things I want to do this summer
1. learn to sew well
2. learn photography
3. find a job/internship
4. learn to cook
5. travel
6. exercise
