~Beautifuldwarf~ is resting

To explain this goal I need to talk about the origins of my faith…

When african slavery started in America, Spaniard colonists tried to subjugate European culture to the slaves. Language, traditions, culture, religion. In the effort of african slaves to maintain his spiritual beliefs, they started to “covers” his guardians angels with catholics saints, and did their ceremonies in the forest. Today, people can practice the Yoruba religion without syncretism. In my experience, “the religion” help me to be more in contact with nature. Im in a constant learning about the elements of the nature and how to use them to your health and spiritual development.

Like some religions, Yorubas have a jerarchy. A follower start ceremonies to know the mysteries of the spiritual entities and the nature. In that moment im preparing myself to receive “the warriors” (three guardian angels will help me in the situations of my material life). This is part of my journey to be a priestess.

The most important thing of my spirituality is the respect and tolerance. This kind of spirituality really work for me, but that doesnt mean its the only or the best. I think all faiths have a purpose. And I understand not all the persons have to practice a structure religion for their spiritual development. I just found one of the many ways to be near to God. Ashe!

For me, Saturday its a very strange day. All week tiredness explote in this day and I just want to lounge and do nothing…

Daily tasks:(Monday to Friday)
•15 minutes declutering – Who, me?
•Be more consistent with my night schedule – I dont follow the schedule Fridays, just Monday to Thursday
•Remmeber at least once in a day to put in it place – Yes
•Continue using fitday to monitor my 2000 calories – Today I have a low calorie intake, like all Saturdays. Rest day.
•Check everyday my to do list – Yes
•Do something different with my son (I wish to do it every week but disciple moments and lack of time dont allow this)- Another moody day for C. During the evening we talk and saw movies
•Go to see my parents in a different way (to conect with them, not to worry about them health or disagree with them)- I went with mom to a doctor appoiment
•Take care of my plants, document about the new ones – No
•Help my son to practice guitar and remmember how i did it – Again, I offered to him practice guitar, he didnt want it.

Monthly:
•Take emotionals vacations of J. I will not accept call or any kind of comunication. I really need my time (and J too!) – I felt better than yesterday, but I thought a lot in my ex. I really know why because, everyday I saw more far away the idea of reconciliation. Im excited with the idea of meet new people
•Go to a Sierra Club activity – No
•Finish the exams of my breast (Urgent) – No

• The doctor who saw my mom, God bless him
• Spend some hours in the coffee shop
• Silvio Rodriguez (music)

• Go to my mother’s doctor.
• Rest outside the house (talk with people, enjoy the afternoon, laugh)
• Handle nostalgic emotions :(

this is the first week I did my 2000 everyday. Im just taking the middle of the portion (more than 600 calories), until I start a weight exercises. Also im trying to eat fruit everyday. Also im drinking lot of water as always. Today I will take my weight and my plans are:

• Drink just 1/2 shake daily for another week. I think my body will adapt gradually for this kind of stuff.
• Continue with my vitamins everyday. This is my third week in a row taking it.
• A lot of water and fruit
• Salad everyday
• Gym!!! Maybe for the next month

Daily tasks:(Monday to Friday)
•15 minutes declutering – Nop, was Friday and my body just want to rest and calm down.
•Be more consistent with my night schedule – I dont follow the schedule Fridays, just Monday to Thursday
•Remmeber at least once in a day to put in it place – Yup
•Continue using fitday to monitor my 2000 calories – 2191 calories!
•Check everyday my to do list – Yes
•Do something different with my son (I wish to do it every week but disciple moments and lack of time dont allow this)- Last night I wanted to do something different. He was moody. I respect that and gave him his space. We talk about his new school. We dedicate that time to vent his feelings.
•Go to see my parents in a different way (to conect with them, not to worry about them health or disagree with them)- I called them.
•Take care of my plants, document about the new ones – Nooooo im a bad gardener :(
•Help my son to practice guitar and remmember how i did it – No, he didnt want it.

Monthly:
•Take emotionals vacations of J. I will not accept call or any kind of comunication. I really need my time (and J too!) – Yes another dream. In the evening one of my friend called me to talk about guys. The conversation finished talking about my ex theme and his new fb profile. That affects me a lot.
•Go to a Sierra Club activity – No
•Finish the exams of my breast (Urgent) – No, and im starting to get worry

• Go with mom to her medical appoinment
• Prepare my week
• Start to prepare evening schedule in cardboard
• Rest
• Bootcamp

Yesterday:
•Enjoy my friday DONE
•Bootcamp DONE
•Work meeting DONE
•Submit evaluation of a manual
•Prepare next week tutors meeting ALMOST DONE

• For finish my week very satisfied with my work
• For S’s friendship
• For the hour with celebrating with friends the weekend
  Bonus: For artisan beers

• Revise all the task I accomplish during the week. That made me feel productive and proactive.
• Understand my son situation with the new school and looking about how I can help him.
• Sleep and eat well

To fill the wall. We made it with cardboard. You can see the creative mess in the desk.

I love stencils. Its a cheap and nice form to decor your walls. I spend some day looking for a message or print appropiate for a counselor’s office. Finally I found this message (for $7 by internet). When I put it in the wall (with a coworker help me a lotttt!!!). When we finished the wall, we notice the letter were too small. Then I thought put something like butterflies, dragonsflies, flower to fill all the space.

Color…

Daily tasks:(Monday to Friday)

•15 minutes declutering – Yes, in my room
•Be more consistent with my night schedule – Last night we take a chance, and go early to sleep. The adaptation in the new school its not easy and WE are tired.
•Remmeber at least once in a day to put in it place – Yes, and the difference and my son its starting to see the difference.
•Continue using fitday to monitor my 2000 calories – Yup and I almost achieve 2300.
•Check everyday my to do list – Yesssss, more than 3 tasks

Weekly tasks: (one to 7 times in a week)

•Do something different with my son (I wish to do it every week but disciple moments and lack of time dont allow this)- Coming soon this weekend…
•Go to see my parents in a different way (to conect with them, not to worry about them health or disagree with them)- I called them, I will visit them this next Saturday.
•Take care of my plants, document about the new ones – Nooooo im a bad gardener :(
•Help my son to practice guitar and remmember how i did it – No, maybe tomorrow

Monthly:

•Take emotionals vacations of J. I will not accept call or any kind of comunication. I really need my time (and J too!) – Done, but last night I have a nighmare with him. I dreamed he moved to my own street as a neighborn. I woke up with a very bad feeling.
•Go to a Sierra Club activity – No, I still without see something I like it.
•Finish the exams of my breast (Urgent) – Today I will make an appoiment.

• For good coworkers
• Laugh…
• Plans
• Be proactive, take responsability for my life
• Time for God and all his creation (Pray)
• Pandora’s shuffle channel

• Use my time very wisely
• Clean my room
• Take time to let my son express his feelings
• Bought some new towels to my kitchen
• Ignore conflict around me (conflicts not related with me)

• Enjoy my friday
• Bootcamp
• Work meeting
• Submit evaluation of a manual
• Prepare next week tutors meeting

Bonus: Paint my nails and scrub
Last tasks
Read about bullying

Yesterday:
•Go to the pharmacy – DONE
•Bootcamp – DONE
•Have a conversation with my son – DONE, about with bullying in his school, im very worry, but he doesnt want to talk about it. I need information about it.
•Send the medicals refunds – DONE
•Call mom – DONE
Bonus: Yesterday’s things :(

• For cash flow
• Good coworkers
• Do all my transactions in calm (one at time)
  Bonus: Doris, my kid’s babysitter

• Have patience and consistence with my son’s attitude
• Eat well
• Complete a lot of tasks, do not procastinate

• Go to the pharmacy
• Bootcamp
• Have a conversation with my son
• Send the medicals refunds
• Call mom
  Bonus: Yesterday’s things

Yesterday:
•File the students papers – OK!
•Go to the meeting with the school director – He cancelled, again…
•Guitar practice – Nop
•Bootcamp – Few things
•Train the dog – He died :( This is the first time I had this kind of experience.

finish February but I will be very near. This weekend I didnt take my weight (mental vacations for this goal), but I sent to a friend some photos taked it last week. My surprise was when I he told me I look heavier, like celebrating (he know my concern). This week I started with a new shake with more calories and im taking everyday my vitamins for more than two weeks.

Maybe I join a gym… just depends what I see in the scale this week…

Daily tasks:(Monday to Friday)

•15 minutes declutering – Nop, yesterday I dedicate the night to cook and do homework with C.
•Be more consistent with my night schedule – No, I was so tired I didnt remmember the schedule. Last night I didnt sleep.
•Remmeber at least once in a day to put in it place – Yes, but I want to dedicate more time to organize
•Continue using fitday to monitor my 2000 calories – Ujumm I did almost 2500, because I start a new shake.
•Check everyday my to do list – No, but I complete a bunch of tasks.

Weekly tasks: (one to 7 times in a week)

•Take care of my plants, document about the new ones – Ok, yesterday I read all the instructions to plants the seed I have in the have. I think, I today I will start with carnations. Also I take care of the my baby breath.

Monthly:

•Take emotionals vacations of J. I will not accept call or any kind of comunication. I really need my time (and J too!)- Yesterday I was looking for a document in my pendrive and I saw him (his so handsome), and I started to feel not ok. I think its normal. I hope so.

• File the students papers
• Go to the meeting with the school director
• Guitar practice
• Bootcamp
• Train the dog

Today I complete…
•Call school director to cancel appoinment DONE
•Workshop about asertive comunication to high school students DONE
•Submit medical insurance refunds – No, because I can sent it by email, as they said some days ago O_o
•Make medical appoiments (Mom, Carlos and Me)DONE
•Bootcamp DONE

Today was a good day :)

• Coconut soap and shea butter cream (pampering time…)
• Funny conversation with my Godmother
• Get up early and did a lot of things

• Gave a conference about asertive comunication to a group of high school students.
• Cook
• Drain the bathtub

Daily tasks:Satud

•15 minutes declutering – Yup, just Sunday
•Be more consistent with my night schedule – No, its weekend
•Remmeber at least once in a day to put in it place – Yes, but its almost a battle in the house
•Continue using fitday to monitor my 2000 calories – this weekend I eat very lower in calories, but that what I wanted. I let my body decide when and how much eat.
•Check everyday my to do list – Just one day.

Weekly tasks: (one to 7 times in a week)

•Do something different with my son (I wish to do it every week but disciple moments and lack of time dont allow this) – We didnt something different but Carlos do something diferent going out with his uncle (my bro)
•Go to see my parents in a different way (to conect with them, not to worry about them health or disagree with them) – I go with Dad to buy his groceries.
•Take care of my plants, document about the new ones – No :( my new pots still empty
•Help my son to practice guitar and remmember how i did it – Yes and I love it.

Monthly:
•Take emotionals vacations of J. I will not accept call or any kind of comunication. I really need my time (and J too!) – Mission accomplish
•Go to a Sierra Club activity – I cant, the last one was one week ago. They have every weekend but I want something for “beginners”.
•Finish the exams of my breast (Urgent) – NOOOOOOOO