When things don’t seem to be going my way (which is very often) I tend to withdraw from friends and family. I know there are several reasons behind this. Mostly it’s because I don’t want to be a downer or a “pity-party”. Especially when my loved ones are doing well.
I feel bad for creating such a great goal here and just letting it sit on all of our lists. I haven’t been the friend I know I can be nor have I allowed you guys that privilage either. Thank you shortstack for the invitation. I really needed a kick in my ass!
About a month ago, I logged into my account here and I just felt totally behind and overwhelmed. I had so many goals- BIG GOALS – and friends that I hadn’t been making time to keep up with. I felt kind of stuck and thats when I decided to clean up here and also create a new goal list for my new self(mmmber). There isn’t a whole lot going on over there but it feels homey already. I hope by the end of the year to make a complete switch. I guess I’m just tired of being BeautifullyAmber(my moniker of several years now) without actually believing it anymore.
So here are my two biggest goals as of now:
1. Allow myself to open my wings and Move to Portland.
2. In this time of transition and uncertainty, allow 43things to propel me further and keep me on track as it once did instead of getting myself sidetracked and overwhelmed. Do at least one thing a day that will help me reachmy goals.
I have a lot of catching up to do around here. =)
“The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone else believes in him and is willing to trust him with friendship.”
-Ralph Waldo Emerson