I'm doing 31 things
I love dancing!
2 years ago
Well what a weekend i have had! I went to my favourite club, Rock City in Nottingham on friday night and saturday night and just danced all night … i loved it!
I love dancing so much …
Rebecca Smith's Life List
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1. Buy a House
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2. feel beautiful
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3. say no without feeling guilty
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4. be loved for who I am
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5. Be independently happy
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6. have a threesome
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7. go abroad
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8. Worry less.
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9. Get more piercings
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10. learn to play the violin
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11. keep a diary
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12. be a stripper for a day
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13. Take more pictures
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14. Become a Doctor
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15. work for myself
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16. get into a routine
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17. be carefree
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18. get married
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19. have children
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20. Learn to break dance
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21. reinvent myself
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22. go to more gigs
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23. take a walk in the rain
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24. be happy with the way I look
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25. feel good when people take photos of me
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26. be a surrogate mother
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27. Learn to play the piano
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28. go to New York
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29. Learn how to ice skate
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30. learn to be a better cook
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31. learn to drive
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Recent entries
I feel it would be very liberating for me to get into some sexy gear and grind a pole for the duration of a song! I have no problems at all with lap dancers, dancing can be a very sexy activity and personally i’d love to give it a go. There are some things that i would like to improve when it comes to my body but once i had sorted those out i’d be more confident at doing this task.
Yes … there is definitely something very sensual about having a man at my mercy without even touching him, just having his eyes on me the whole time. I would love to go to a lap dancing class, learn how to work the pole then join a dancers club for a day and just dance away.
I don’t think that my boyfriend would be 100% happy about this understandably so if not (even if he is cool about it) i will definitely do it for him one day.
A carefree lady is the best way to be.
2 years ago
Being carefree brings out the best in me. If i had to describe myself and be truly honest i would say that i am … an anxious person, a worrier, a girl who sadly doesn’t think she’s all that special. But i find it mentally and emotionally exhausting to continue this way and after thinking for a long time about what improvements i want to make with myself i have realised that i am truly happy when i am the carefree Rebecca!
I love to be silly, nerdy, and laugh A LOT. I am very passionate about life, there is sooo much that i want to do and if i learn to give myself a break and not be so hard on myself then i would actually achieve a lot more in my life.
At heart i always want to be carefree. I feel that my biggest problem is learning to love the physical side to me. Sadly i have ingrained ideas into my head that i hope are not true, ideas that create an image of me being a very easy person to forget about. I know it is a real shame that i could think of myself like this but i went through an abusive relationship, and eventually i started to believe what i was told. But no more …
those thoughts are slowly fading, and i am growing to truly appreciate and love myself.
I am going to do all the little silly things that i want to do,
dance around my house a lot more (i LOVE dancing!) and stop being so afraid.
