Grateful that I can afford such a wonderful place
Happy that I can imagine the life I have lived in my head, now able to live for real in the house.
A grown up’s house. Not a transitional space. A space to call home forever.
At least my forever.
Happy that I can dream once again. About a life that will be outdoors.
That I will have wonderful and beautiful soaring spaces.
That I will have a yoga studio.
That I will have indoor spaces that make the heart sing.
That I will have cozy corners that will be wonderful to curl up into.
That I will be safe and secure and surrounded in all things nice.
That I will have a garden of a lifetime…that someone took the time to build and start…and I get to build upon.
That I can have my moon garden.
That I will have a waterfall.
That I will have the most spectacular office. And listen to the waterfall.
That I can have a kitchen that looks like the deck of a starship.
That I can watch the sunset from the deck of the starship enterprise.
That we can open our home to invite family and friends to join us.
That I can host a graduation party for my daughter.
That I can host garden parties for my favorite charities.
That I can breathe in a new community and find the joy in that.
That I can breathe new life into my existence and renew my passions.
That I can have a painting studio.
That I can have my outside room.
Several of them!
That I can get a hot tub and my sauna.
That I can indulge in all the ways I have longed for,
And that I can do that now.