Believeme

Damn Damn Damn the man who invented cigarettes.

Today is Aug. 15th, my quitting day.
Its almost 3pm, and i have not had a smoke yet…but I’ve also managed to avoid doing anything and everything.
Im considering the patch, but to put it frankly it grosses me out to think that some chemical is absorbing through my skin….doesn’t it burn?? Anyways, we’ll see how the rest of the day goes….

I just have to add too though, everyone I know who has ever quit smoking , did so becuase they had a good reason for it, someone special in their life that was supporting them, and I guess just dedication. As for me, I have no one’s support, no reason except for the obvious…which just isnt that convincing at this point….I dunno. Why does life have to be so freaking hard, and how come cigarettes make it seem all better, when we all know they don’t. I dunno, just freaking out I guess.

OMG! I think I found a place where people can cuddle koalas whenever they want!! At least thats what it says on the web site.

I almost hyperventilated when I found this. I definetly need to go.

http://www.koala.net/index.htm

So yesterday I went to get a prescription filled for the “patch”. Euuewww. With the prescription it comes out to only $9CAN/week. Which is a lot better than $30, and I figure it will definetly help with the mood swings and cravings.

Anyways, I have 3 months to quit before my special price runs out, and am planning on August 15th to be my quitting date….I was going to say the 5th, but thats too soon.

Its been 10 years…OMG…..wish me luck.