Bettyboop2534

I would like to lord to direct me to direction I should go about dealing with this pain and hurt I suffer always of a love that just up and walked out on me no explantions no nothing we were doing good just he went on the road to work with construction crew gone like three months at a time and then one day he just quit sending bill money to help with bills and so like three months went on by the landlord was needing other portion of rent. So i made decision I had to go find me and kids a affordable place.
so did that and he came back needing me go ahead and move some of his stuff and mine some his in storage and some with me.
so I got stuck with some of his stuff and he bought kids christmas that year and told he would come back and talk with me on things.
I have never seen him since now it has been like three years gone by.
I have not dated noone since. What can I do with this problems.

How do I go about starting up a place for the homeless and if only wonted like a small amount of people and funds to get a place and open it up.
How do I go about the funds of paying utility cost and food,services for them etc.