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the problem is…. I’m not sure if it’ll all work out…

I met her at a friend’s party.

We… well, we didn’t so much “hit it off” as we caught each other’s eye.

I have fallen in love once before and it didn’t work out. Ever since then I haven’t been sure about how to approach relationships and love. I had another relationship and it was good, filled with passion, but it just wasn’t the same.

Everything correlating this girl to me could best be described as “coincidental” so there’s no doubt in my mind that it’s fate. However, the question is what kind of fate I’m dealing with. The first time I fell in love with someone, it was much like this. We were drawn together by sheer chance and took a liking to one another and fell in love, did the lover thing, and things just fell apart for us because we weren’t meant to be because fate intended for me to teach her something.

Now, I’m faced with another situation that seems similar but I’m not sure that it’s the same. I’m interested in her and she’s interested in me so there’s no problem there, but I just want to be sure that I’m doing the right thing… I just can’t stand to have everything fall apart again…

The rest of the series is amazing too.
I don’t even like reading books, but this one is a definite exception.