Evilyn O. Moriarty

I’ve started wearing clothes that fit my body shape and my personality better,I choose carefully the accessories that go with each outfit and in general,I’m having fun playing with different colors and pieces.
I try not to over-think and just be me.The other day I wore a tee,a pair of jeans and my ruined yet so beloved black all star converse and I chose a white pearl necklace to go with it and a long pendant with a dragon and a sword on it.:P
Some may think that these don’t go together,but I thought what the heck!I can pull it off!
And I did and it was fun!;)

No progress at all on this goal of mine.
In fact,after getting a job and being pretty busy,I haven’t done anything in order to achieve this goal,meaning no drawings whatsoever.:(
It’s just that I don’t feel inspired to do a drawing,nothing lifted my skirt up lately or gave me motivation to portray my emotions on a painting.:-/
I don’t know,maybe I’m not meant to be able to do amzing paintings,maybe I’m not that talented.Heck,I can do lots of art-y things,but drawing is a hard one!
I envy those of you who just got it,you just have a talent for painting,without having to get classes or think too much.I believe you are truly blessed and I’m jealous,but not in a spiteful way.

Maybe I need to think about this goal and realize whether I do have some potential or not,I need to be realistic,because if I can’t really draw but still deep inside of me wish I can,it’s just too painful for me.

for me is going to be college.That’s where I shall prove to myself that I’m not that shy anymore and that I’m less self conscious.
It’s really a great way to meet new people and make some new friends,since everyone is new there and nobody knows nobody,so there’s a more friendly atmosphere because everybody wants to get along with each other and make friends.
But I believe that for me,the real challenge is not talking to complete strangers,but finding people with who I can communicate and be my true self.
See,I’m a rock chick I may say,and I find it absolutely impossible to really bond and communicate with somebody who,for instance, listens to rap,pop or r’n’b music.It’s just that we share different views and opinions.
Yep,because I trully believe that the genre or whatever you want to call it of music one likes to listen to,makes a major difference of how one perceives the world around them.
For me,music taste makes a major difference.
But it’s not like I couldn’t get along with someone who listens to a different kind of music than me,but still has an amazing personality.Personality is definately number 1 priority,so perhaps I should be a little more open to the possibility of meeting people that may listen to different type of music,but still look at life kinda like I do…