This place is like a leech that’s sucking me dry day after day.
It’s time for me to leave this place,leave all these people who made me sick behind me and live my own life the way i want to without taking into consideration their stereotypes,i wanna forget,i need to forget and get rid of the sickness that’s built up inside of me because of those people’s tiny little brains.Some people only exist to make you feel like a piece of shit and that you’re worthless.No more motherf#cKer$.I’m gonna leave this place as soon as possible and be set free.
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Apparently,i’m not that great at making friends or keeping the friends i already have.It’s easy to put the blame on others and say that it was their fault that your friendship is over,but i believe that realizing that you made some major mistakes will help you get over it and be more careful next time and be able to recognise the good and the bad people before you befriend them.Some people may seem so nice and fun but deep down all they want is to take advantage of you or simply pass their time with you.
The mistakes i usually make is to believe that others are good people and i give them everything.I also don’t put any boundries to my friends and they do whatever they want.I’m sick of being treated like a doormat just because i’m good and not a bitch and people think i’m stupid and naive because i’m kind and think they can play with me.
This has got to end and i’m working towards achieving it.It’s a good thing that my current friendship has come to an end because it was suffering and it was draining my soul.
Don’t get me wrong,i don’t just end friendships like that,no.I know that every relationship has minor flaws,you know,things your friends do that hurt you or annoy you.I believe that talking is the way to go.But what if i talked over,and over,and over and oevr again to my friend about the things he does that annoy me and he says”ok,i won’t do it again” and after a day or two he starts doing the same thing???And i’m not talking bout minor mistakes like cracking his knuckles!!!Is it right for him to vanish for a week or two without giving me a call or texting me and closing his cellphone and don’t answer his phone?And then he’ll come back as if nothing happened!Do i look like a doormat?Then why should i be ok with the whole thing?Apparently,there’s no chance of saving that friendship.I’m not saying that i do everything perfect,and my friends are welcome to tell me what i do wrong and i shall try to change it because i value our friendship.
It’s better for me that this so called “friendship” ends because i need to make a fresh start and get id of everything that makes me sick.
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a creature of the night(meeeh) smells like tobacco and leather.Yum!
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