BlueTrail

I want to -

hold someone’s hand and walking on the street – IN PUBLIC

hug the person I love – IN PUBLIC

I deserve 100% love…. sharing love is not only hurtful. it is also sinful.

I want to -

be clear – stay away from the irresponsible temptations

be confident – there is true love and there is loyalty

be hopeful – life is still beautiful, even with the impurity

be myself – I am me, and I deserve better…

Today is such a beautiful day – lots of people are walking outside and enjoying the nice weather. For me, I am a bit down and lonely because no one is here to hold my hands and walks with me in the park… this fleeting lonely feeling lasted about a couple hours and finally is dissipating.

A girlfriend just got engaged and she sounded very happy on the phone…

Relationships – old ending and new ones begin. Should we be hopefully that one day we will all be happily living a perfect love life with our dreamed prince or princess??

Or can we be happy on our own? Without another person?? Is that even possible?

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