I’m thinking Springbreak….or summer
BoldAsLove's Life List
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1. grow a garden
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2. learn to channel this fall
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3. write something everyday
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4. make friends w/unlikelies
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5. work for myself
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6. write love letters
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7. photography, do it
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8. dance again
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9. visit Dominica
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10. develop old film
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11. ace all of my classes!!
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12. explore new interests
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13. try confidence
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14. grad school
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15. see Alaska
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16. get something I'm proud of published
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17. write a story
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18. do homework more than a day before it's due
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19. volunteer
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20. go to Washington
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How I did it: I'd be a liar if I said I truly did this. I'm understanding...I'd just like to move past it as a step in the direction of not making a big deal of it. People tell us all the time to ignore the media and know that everything we see is not accurate. But everyone else doesn't think that way so while I take notice of the fact that beauty is inaccurately portrayed, but say, my boyfriend doesn't, how does that work? Still competing with un… Read how I did it…
I watched a documentary on PBS called Art in America. Woooow! What these people could do! Such an eye opener. I especially loved the segment on making instruments and the process of making a violin or cello. A girl making one talked about how many people forget where the everyday things they use comes from. So true! How great the feeling must be to know YOU made something. The art was also amazing. It was all very INSPIRING x 100000.
I am obsessed with beautiful things and people. I could stare at beautiful men, women, flowers, art, birds forever. Is this a crime?
Here’s the problem, I am obsessed with the goal of being beautiful myself. I like to think of myself of an outwardly modest woman but I know I am self centered because of how important this is to me. How can I move on to become a better person in other aspects of my life with this huge character flaw?
Right now I hide. Try to give off the impression that I don’t try or care, but I do. Maybe if I understand why I am this way it will help. I’ve learned high levels of modesty lead to terrible self confidence. What gives?
I just want to forget myself. It’s been said time and time again but it would be nice to just be. If anyone has tips or opinions that’d be nice.

