Bourg1a

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Fall in real love: ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't live without each other love.
Truth

I get told a lot that no one ever knows what I am thinking. I usually hold my cards real close to my chest and make everyone guess what is going on with me. Well over the last year I have found, and lost (due to my lack of sharing feelings), someone I am enamored with. Last week I called him and explained to him exactly how I feel: That I see forever when I look at him, hear music when he enters a room so loudly that it causes me to think I’m going crazy, and all those other emotions one swears only exists in trashy romance novels. He is the only person I have ever met who honestly makes me weak in the knees just by looking at me. Because of what he is he is a vital part of my happiness and if he doesn’t return my affection I will have to settle living as just his friend because I can’t stand to not have him in my life.



go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
Trip

While I had a destination, this weekend was an unplanned trip. In the middle of the night I packed a bag, didn’t tell anyone I was leaving and called my best friend to say I would be at his place in 3 hours. That was about as spontaneous as my life gets so that is enough for me.



Send a postcard to Postsecret
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Though I didn’t send one, I did tell someone my secret. It was a relief to let someone else in on something that has burdened me for so long



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