Brazilliant

First of all I blame everyone that is around me and also use tha fact that I am not in my country and dont speak the languague to make people feel sorry for me. I know that I can do whatever I want, I just need to move and I dont know how!

I started the college when I was 22, but my daughter was a baby at that time, to eventually I had to leave to keep working. In Brazil the college system is different.
Right now Im in Norway and in fighting to a chance to come back to study, since everything that I do always stop in the part that Im getting older and just became nothing! I will apply for next year here and I hope that I can get back.
I will right news about it in the next

... And i dont know if this is one of the worst period on my life, but for sure is very unpleseant.
I left my country to be with this boy, he is 5 years younger than me. I left my daughter in Brazil and even with all cultural differences I wanted to work out on this relationship. Before I started I had a thing with one of my friends, but because wasnt important for me I just forgot about it to move on. Long story short we spent time in Norway, Canada, Italy and Spain, trying to be happy, but I had lots of issues about my past and he started to be emotional abusive with me. Later I had to start a medical treatment and Im still on medication ( antidrepressives and so on ), he figured out about the guy in the beggining and cheated on me before break up with me ( this is one and a half year relationship ). The question is: he is being around me because I live at hes moms house ( im still in Norway ) and being with other girls at the same time, and I have to accept because if not he will ask hes mom to kick me out ( Im temporary disable because of work now ). i want to move on but I even cant walk, he knows that I still have feeling for him and want to keep my as a plan B around forever… I just want my dignity back…