Fuck it I’m done.. cold turkey after nearly a pack a day for a year..
I haven’t had a smoke since i set up these 43 things..
The only times I nearly said fuck it and had a smoke were in situations where I figured it would make me look cool infront of other people anyway… what a stupid reason to kill youself..
Why do all the sexy highschool girls have to be on this fucking bandwagon :(
Sep 16, 2008, 10:41PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
When I have my own bag it’s really fuckin hard to just smoke it once a day or less. I’ts the first thing on my mind in the morning when i wake up…
But I like having my own bag because when I do deserve a smoke out why should i rely on somebody else to balze me up.
Aug 31, 2008, 11:22AM PDT | 0 comments
First my lips got dry… so I licked them…. then they got dryer so i licked them more and more until they started to crack and peel then I started biting at the flaps of peeling lips until they were hard square and scabby with a big split down the middle.
That was a year ago… i realised that I need a chapstick with me everyday to keep my lips moisturized and off my mind. and now i have nice lips.. the middle of my top lip is still healing though.. it almost seems like it’ll never some back :(
Aug 25, 2008, 07:32PM PDT | 0 comments