I'm doing 18 things
I realize that I am slipping back in my old ways again where I”m just being such a bitch, and I don’t want to be that person anymore, and I know that it is just going to kill me. It just that sometimes with no reason what so ever I get so depress, and I really can’t figure out why. I notice that I’m getting like that too. I just have so much to worry about, and I just feel like I just want to disappear. I need to snap out of it.
Joe Hollywood <3's Life List
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1. Daily: Reflect on 5 things for which I'm grateful.
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2. CREATE a life worth living
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3. Complete the 50 Questions that will free your mind
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4. Finish what I start
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5. Compare myself to no one, but who I was yesterday
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6. pass my math class
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7. stop stressing
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8. Never Never Give Up
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9. stop giving up
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10. become fluent in sign language
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11. own a jewelry box
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12. go on a rollercoaster
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13. Try not to bite my nails
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14. be more organize
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15. go out for ice cream
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16. learn to stand on my own two feet
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17. join the peace core
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18. get a passport
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How I did it
It made me
100 Miles Clubs 
How I did it: Well, I realize that I have a potty mouth , and i Know taht I do , and I realize that maybe I need to turn it down because its only when I'm at home that I cuss, but when I'm around my co workers and with some of my friends. not so much . So I decided, that I will try to make a conscious awareness on when I am about to cuss. Read how I did it…
It made me
Like Forrest Grump
How I did it: Well, since I get paid every Friday , and the fact that I really don't have alot of bills to pay, was kinda at my advantage Every three paychecks I been putting a hundred dollars in my saving and there it goes. Read how I did it…
It made me
Balls Happy
How I did it: I know this goal shouldn't have taken this long, but come on, I waited for the right moment and the moment finally happen. When my bf mom, was trying so hard for me to smack the fuck out of her, about me washing my hands and how I got a cold because I didn't get a flu shot. Instead of me smacking the shit out of her, I just said "Frankly, my dear I don't give a damn' I know its extreme to wait this long, but when I finally did say i… Read how I did it…
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Recent entries
So I have about thirty or less to type this out, I just need to clear my head or just get thing organize in my head. Okay so I had a crush on Ed, then I realize what a complete asshole he is. My bud at Starbucks she got fired, and the only reason that Kathleen even have me on the schedule is because she got fired. I feel like a slimeball because I’m working with them. Also Today I’m working a double shift, becauses I need the money I took money out of my savings and my checkings so I have like 16 dollars to get myself through until thrusday midnight, and I have math lab, and a math test that I CAN NOT FAIL!!!!!!!!!!! I’m kinda getting overwhelm, scatch that early statement I’m going to have about nine dollars because I have to pay on bank of america shit on Monday. I just don’t know. I just need to just get through today. Because today is Sunday, people want chicken, and I have a ton of math homework to do.
So , today I found out that I’m the underdog at Starbucks, because Derique the guy that got discharge from the military, came back so now it looks like I’m not going to have a chance at Starbucks,It hurt. Because I really wanted to work there and i felt like I was getting the hang of it. Its hurts to be push aside like that, and I was talking to Ed about that and he wasn’t an asshole about it. I was hurt, and I felt myself getting all teared up about it, and for some reason I couldn’t even cry. But I manage to cry and feel sorry for myself. IInstead of getting mad about it, and pouting I’m going to keep saving my paycheck , and start applying for jobs at other Starbucks, and hopefully pray that they will hired me
