Joe Hollywood <3

Dont know if I have one, here one I realize that I am my own worst enemy. I know, mess up and I sure I probably already stated that, but I didn’t realize until today , how much I hurt people, and its always Kevin , and I don’t know why. Maybe deep down I’m just really a bad horrible person . I don’t know its just when does a person, finally wake up , and decided that they chose to not just exist but to live. I mean when does it hit someone, that they need to make a choice. Live or Die

Okay so day 2, was that when I found out that I went over on my credit card, and I couldn’t pay my hospital bill and Chel walk into the room. and I didn’t even care that she was in the room, and Istarted crying, dude and I was at the point that I didn’t even care that she was in the room. And she offered to help me, and she did. And in the past 2 years of knowning Chels , it seem like she really cared, and that she was the good person. So I left to go to school , and she text me , saying that she called the lady that ran over my foot company, and that they were going to pay for my hospital bill, and I was getting a 1000. Dude I was so fucking happy, so after I paid my bill I’ll have 723 saved up, and I know that I can save it to be at least 1000 by January. Hopefully I’ll get a fucking job.

Day 3

I cash my check, so now all I really need to worry about is finding a job. Which would be so awesome is I did

I’m going to have Kevin help me with the farm fresh application, because everytime I do it, they say that they didn’t get it . Search still going oon