I just don’t know where to begin with this. I want to see him more than anything but it is just may not happen. It’s been a long sad story really. The last memory I have of him is almost something out of a movie scene. I love him more than anything and for us to just go in different directions ultimately would be a great loss. Maybe there is a reason for it not working and I just need to let it go. I know it doesn’t have to be as complicated as we are making it though and I really am not ready to say goodbye to him.
ButtonGirl27's Life List
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1. figure out what i want to do with my life
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2. Drive across the USA
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3. leave random post-its with nice messeges for strangers to find
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4. Couch Surf
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5. See a movie in a drive-in
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6. Take more pictures
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7. Get a tattoo
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8. read all the books i own and haven't read
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9. Go to see the Imagine Peace Tower in Iceland
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10. travel by train
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11. live in Paris
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12. Visit Japan
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13. learn to play piano
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14. Be an extra in a movie
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15. learn to meditate
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16. Learn how to make my own clothing
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17. Get TEFL certification
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18. Stop making an effort with friends /people who don't make the effort also
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19. Learn to make decisions and then stick to them
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20. Go skiing
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21. See Rich P. again
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22. cut back on my drinking
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I am in definate need of doing this. My drinking really started to escalate at some point in college and has continued ever since, especially since I work in the hospitality industry. I don’t think I am an alcoholic per say, but I definately may have a problem with binge drinking. Some weeks I will go out a few times and drink excessive amounts and then I can go a few days to a week without it. I usually drink more when I am living here on the island in Georgia than when I am away from here. I think I need to reevaluate why I do it so much and redirect my focus elsewhere.
While I was staying in Philly I started taking pictures again and I got some of the Amish out in Lancaster. So I’m pretty happy that I have gotten back into it some. My new focus is on working with Lomography cameras…like the Holga and Diana. I’ve been taking pictures with them, I just need to find somewhere around where I live to process the film. I’m really excited to see the results of what these cameras produced.
