I'm doing 5 things
i have no idea who i am? to my intermediate family i can be impatient, mean, pushy, i will jump to conclusions i am very rude i know that and i think it is because they know who i am they know which ‘buttons to push’ they know what ticks me off but i also understand that its my fault for getting so angry with them. when i’m with my friends or with my ‘outside family’ i am completely fine i love hanging out with them i find it easier to talk to them we all have fun i feel like they appreciate me. in a way it sounds like a split personality but for me its is because i feel like i can be myself more around my friends and ‘outside family’
my mum says to communicate with her about things but she is so intimedating whenever i have an opinion she acts like i said something wrong and gets angry if i don’t share something with her and when i do, its like i have to do what she says and she makes it look like im the bad person or I’m only a child i don’t understand she cant just help me out or listen.
i love my Mum, Dad, older sister and twin sister so much i would do anything for them but i feel as though we have nothing in common and our values are different. my friends say they have the same issues as me but is it just because they are my friends and we are more unlike or is there problem a little different
i just want to know am the meen one? and if so how do i change it?or is it because i dont know who i am yet and i am changing who i am a lot of the time because of that?
