Caity39

Im not ok with myself and I think this has a lot to do with the fact that I cant trust myself. Ive been in a lot of horrible relationships that ended up abusive and I think that has pushed my confidence down. I recently got engaged to the most amazing man, but I feel like: How can he love me if I dont love myself? I trust him more than I trust myself… is that even possible? Everything I seem to do turns out wrong with even my best friends leaving my side… how can I just move on and realize who I am and trust that that person is the best version of myself…?