Cali86

I have not thought about the guy of my last entry for months,. don’t have a clue what his life is like now, I definitely moved on.. there have been other guys since then, that managed to skrew me over. But not anymore..

so this really great guy from my last entry.. i met him the following weekend. He was late, and we stayed in (again). we wanted to watch a comedy that he wanted to bring. He brought AVP (alien vs predator) which is not a comedy for all of those not knowing the movie. And a movie like that is sooo not my movie!! But we watched it, and it wasn’t that bad, i guess the reason for that was that i was watching it with him. it was cold and i brought him a blanket, he is the kind of guy that feels cold quite fast. after a while, during the movie I brought one for me too.. we ate pizza during the movie. the movie ended and it was still early.. and nothing had happened (again). we just sat on my couch and he changed the channel and a comedy was on, it had already begun over half an hour before or more, but we didn’t care. pretty much the whole time I had my hand lying next to me , so that if he ever wanted to take it, he could. after a while, during the comedy, he did take it, and it was this really amazing feeling that I hadn’t felt before in my life. we held hands so long that i thought that our hands had melted together. the movie ended and we let the channel run, not caring too much about what was going on on tv. well.. that night I at some point put my head on his shoulder, something that i had never done to a guy i liked.we looked at each other and some time later we had a nose thing going on, you know? like before you kiss you kinda rub your nose against his? at that point he took my arm and placed it around his neck. and well yeah, we kissed, back and fourth and it was my first kiss in my whole life and he did it so perfect. I can’t describe it. after a while he left.. haven’t seen him in almost 4 weeks cause I was on holidays and he works during the week so i can only see him on weekends. I’m seeing him on sunday and I can’t wait..

So, I met this really great guy ( have a first date entry)and I’m really happy. I think/know I am over the guy that I wrote the last entry on this topic on.
After a while we started talking again and me more with his sister, cause we became friends.. well when I had the first meeting with this really great guy I wrote her about it, thing is, she shares the skype name with her brother, guy that I was trying to get over ( well i think i managed that mostly before i met this really great guy) well, me thinking it was her , wrote to the skype name about the guy I had met ( the really great guy) well, it wasn’t her online, it was him ( i wanted a whole I could crawl in) that day he told me that he is together with someone, that he has been with her for six months. I was a bit dissapointed. But it didn’t hurt me as much as I thought it would. the last couple of weeks I’ve even been talking to him about my relationship with this really great guy, and he has been telling me about her, and I actually enjoy it. So I guess we are becoming friends or whatever. I have to say I would not mind doing something the four of us together one day.