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Carnivaldog is wieghing his heart.




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Carnivaldog is wieghing his heart.'s Life List

  1. 1. Find my way
    4 entries . 5 cheers     		29 people
  2. 2. Write my Creative writing Challenge:
    3 entries . 13 cheers     		2 people
  3. 3. Understand
    3 entries . 13 cheers     		242 people
  4. 4. Learn the names of all the gymnastics moves so I can talk with my daughter
    1 entry . 26 cheers     		1 person
  5. 5. Pet my dog more
    5 entries . 23 cheers     		9 people
  6. 6. To see things as they are
    1 entry . 16 cheers     		1 person
  7. 7. go skydiving again
    1 entry . 4 cheers     		50 people
  8. 8. share my writing
    5 entries . 11 cheers     		5 people
  9. 9. Embrace my Fear (killing is fear based)
    5 entries . 8 cheers     		1 person
  10. 10. compile the soundtrack of my life
    2 entries . 6 cheers     		1 person
  11. 11. To stop procastinating ...yesterday -(damn -missed another deadline)
    4 entries . 6 cheers     		1 person
  12. 12. be loved
    1 entry . 8 cheers     		1,710 people
  13. 13. Write an Epic Poem
    4 entries . 6 cheers     		11 people
  14. 14. Stay Sober - 365 days(or a metric year - hi lala
    21 entries . 16 cheers     		1 person
  15. 15. Share some of the strange insights that get caught in my mind
    8 entries . 11 cheers     		1 person
  16. 16. Write humourous entries for the entertainment of my friends dealing with life who might be in need of a laugh
    1 entry . 8 cheers     		1 person
  17. 17. Give Back
    1 entry . 8 cheers     		50 people
  18. 18. Hit the gym 4 days a week for 12 weeks
    3 cheers     		2 people
  19. 19. Work towards Self-Mastery
    2 entries . 2 cheers     		1 person
  20. 20. change the world, twenty minutes at a time
    9 team members . 7 cheers     		18 people
  21. 21. Hone my story telling skills by using this space to share anecdotes about my life.
    1 entry . 3 cheers     		13 people
  22. 22. Celebrate Jenn's birthday on July 15th
    8 team members     		2 people
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write an epic poem (read all 4 entries…)
I had ever 1 month ago

intention of clearing this goal off. But in reading the only actual entry, I find merit in it. It felt good to read it and as a personal development – I feel it the need to readdress it. For those who would like to be updated – let me know – knowing an audience exists for such doggrel might be helpful.

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stop critizing myself - I am what I am (read all 2 entries…)
Hey... 1 month ago

I’m doing the best I can. If that’s not good enough – not sure what’s to be done about it.

I actually believe this now. And it only took a year. Go figure.

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find my way (read all 4 entries…)
Think about.. 1 month ago

how much of your life is perception? While I not trying to reinvent the adage “Perception is reality” – lately I have been questioning so many long held beliefs and finding that the world is a much different place. We do what we do because of the way we percieve things. The entire world is framed up the structures of our perception. If for some reason you are either intimidated by something or someone – your world is framed up against this. When this element of your world comes upon the scene – you will avoid, appease, confront, or any other number of coping behaviors. Your perception of time is impacted. Your filters of observations are clogged. You don’t live as a full you, but rather as a reaction to something.
I have found myself living more as a full person lately. I just don’t care about what certain people or elements of my life have to say. I have been just living. Many of the percpetions that dictatited my behavior have proven to be without any true consquences. Sometimes it is completely liberating – sometimes it is a bit unnerving. Letting go of things often is unsettling. In the same moment, the other side of the coin, the ying to the yang, there is freedom that is gained from letting go. This dicotomy exists in every moment.
I suppose it really depends on which element of the moment you perceive.
But I ramble….

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Learn a third language Princess K is Back Again...again! wants to Stop comparing myself to other people get another tattoo buy a bike learn to sew Learn to surf watch all CSI episodes stop living from paycheck to paycheck learn how to use photoshop Sell stuff on ebay have a flat stomach customize my car become a runner be able to fake an Irish accent juicebox88 wants to identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money) watch lost season 3 until the fall finalé Hug Patrick Stump for a really long time talk less, listen more sail rock climb Let things go track my menstrual cycle be a better employee tahti wants to take more pictures...better pictures meditate more get my bac! Spend at least 15 minutes a day doing something on this list do my homework