Casa_Gee

is it just me or is the first 3 days of a diet always seem the hardest?
for YEARS now ive caught myself waking up, eating my regular frosted flakes and sugary juices, and then go “wooooops, guess i’ll start tomorrow…” whenever i decide to start a diet.

Tomorrow will be the actual actual first day of something long lasting.. i hope.

i new it was coming, the “i think its best if we both move on” crap, and thought i was so ready for it. a new beginning here i come! ....or not.

its been one day. one lousy day of being alone. not sunk in yet.
how do you prepare? be mad,sad,dissapointed,enraged?
im scared this is the beginning mile of a loney depressed road.

to be continued..

okay so i havent OFFICIALLY stopped all together.
the longest i have gone without pulling was about 4 weeks.
Its been 12 years of baldness and its time for change! and stick to it! For 66% of my life i have been constantly paranoid, anxious, hurt, and it sucks.

Sounds silly, but i have gotten long gel nails last week. Wow do they give me a confidence boost or what. Crazy eh?
And THEY ARE HELPING!
The amount of damage i would usually do in a day has been what i have done in a whole week. No complaints there.

To be continued.. ;)