Cask91

Omfg. I am 15, and i have been skinny all my life. Im a boy. My brother is 13 and is already more masculine than me. His voice is deper, and he seems more like a young man than me. I HATE IT more than anything. When i get on the phone, my mother’s friends mistake me for her, while he gets mistaken for my mother’s boyfriend. I hate that too. I excersize more, and eat healthier than him, yet im shorter, lighter and still sound like a girl. I cant stand it. Im 5’7 and my weight fluctuates between 95-105 pounds.

Nervous

What’s good baby? I finally found you after all this time
Well, you could have been out ta this hood at the drop of a dime

Just wanted to talk to you wanna’ see what you’re up to today
Please excuse me while I find something to say

Of course I kept beating ‘round the bush
Just thought it was time for the big push

But I just kept bringing up memories
We were homies, brought apart by or hobbies

I kept thinking we could be more than best friends,
But I’m plagued by my shyness
And I can’t get the right words out
Cause I’m obviously nervous

Well, she knows I was never one to care for humor
But us going out was always a big rumor

After I thought ‘bout it, I thought me and her could work
But I wasn’t ready to tell her, and it drove me berserk

I started to feel her since she knew me better than most
She’s the only girl who notices me for more than a ghost

I’d at least prefer to see if this could be something
Than chickening out saying “who am I feeling?

I kept thinking we could be more than best friends
But I’m plagued by shyness
And I can’t get the right words out
Cause I’m obviously nervous

And there’s not much time left, since our paths weren’t to cross
I might have to endure a life-changing loss

realized it’s either now or now or never
I needed the strength to endeavor

Then I just decided not to like I always do
I really don’t know, I have no clue

My brain feels like it’s going to fry
And I feel as if I could die 

I kept thinking we could be more than best friends
But I’m plagued by shyness
And I can’t get the right words out
Cause I’m obviously nervous

What’s good baby? I finally found you after all this time
Well, you could have been out ta this hood at the drop of a dime

Just wanted to talk to you wanna’ see what you’re up to today
Please excuse me while I find something to say

Of course I kept beating ‘round the bush
Just thought it was time for the big push

But I just kept bringing up memories
We were homies, brought apart by or hobbies

I kept thinking we could be more than best friends,
But I’m plagued by my shyness
And I can’t get the right words out
Cause I’m obviously nervous

Well, she knows I was never one to care for humor
But us going out was always a big rumor

After I thought ‘bout it, I thought me and her could work
But I wasn’t ready to tell her, and it drove me berserk

I started to feel her since she knew me better than most
She’s the only girl who notices me for more than a ghost

I’d at least prefer to see if this could be something
Than chickening out saying “who am I feeling?

I kept thinking we could be more than best friends
But I’m plagued by shyness
And I can’t get the right words out
Cause I’m obviously nervous

And there’s not much time left, since our paths weren’t to cross
I might have to endure a life-changing loss

realized it’s either now or now or never
I needed the strength to endeavor

Then I just decided not to like I always do
I really don’t know, I have no clue

My brain feels like it’s going to fry
And I feel as if I could die :(
I kept thinking we could be more than best friends
But I’m plagued by shyness
And I can’t get the right words out
Cause I’m obviously nervous