Cassarina04

is disheartened, everyone had something negative to say to me today



I'm doing 42 things
 

Cassarina04's Life List

  1. 1. Lose weight each month and keep it off
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    1 person
  2. 2. Enjoy being single
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    238 people
  3. 3. Fling Five Things Per Day For 43 Days
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    1 person
  4. 4. learn to love myself
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    1,562 people
  5. 5. get an education
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    57 people
  6. 6. learn a language
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    768 people
  7. 7. recite a Shakespeare soliloquy in front of lots of people who aren't expecting it (like in an airport terminal, or in a movie theatre line)
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    39 people
  8. 8. tell a 'feelingless' friend how i really feel
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    1 person
  9. 9. learn 1 new thing a day
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    1 person
  10. 10. learn to SALSA!
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    1,414 people
  11. 11. learn to give amazingly, sensual massages
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    1 person
  12. 12. take a picture dressed up as a hooker infront of a sign that says, 'we do not tolerate prostitution'
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    1 person
  13. 13. travel the world
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    20,747 people
  14. 14. find who i am
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    54 people
  15. 15. be a better daughter, friend, and lover
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    2 people
  16. 16. learn to accept compliments gracefully
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    6 people
  17. 17. allow myself to love and be loved again.
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    1 person
  18. 18. take more chances
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    376 people
  19. 19. fall asleep on the beach and wake up at sunrise
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    1 person
  20. 20. grow lillies
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    1 person
  21. 21. create a book of quotes that mean something to me
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    9 people
  22. 22. go back to australia
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    131 people
  23. 23. do more yoga
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    746 people
  24. 24. Watch all of Hayao Miyazaki's films
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    242 people
  25. 25. be loved by the one i love
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    25 people
  26. 26. be able to play DDR on the hardest level
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    1 person
  27. 27. do one thing a week that scares the shit out of me
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    1 person
  28. 28. do my painting that's still in my head
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    1 person
  29. 29. Learn to control my night terrors
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    2 people
  30. 30. get a pet turtle
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    13 people
  31. 31. forgive people who have hurt me
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    48 people
  32. 32. never eat mcdonalds again
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    136 people
  33. 33. Learn the guitar
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    499 people
  34. 34. learn to pick locks
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    1,514 people
  35. 35. create small pieces of art, and leave them for people to find
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    476 people
  36. 36. be at the Chichen Itza during the equinox to watch the snake crawl down the temple
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    4 people
  37. 37. take self defense courses
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    2 people
  38. 38. have a great dane and call it danish
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    1 person
  39. 39. learn to scuba dive
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    2,718 people
  40. 40. design my own house inside and out
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    3 people
  41. 41. come to terms with death
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    42 people
  42. 42. graduate with a GPA above 3.0
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    1 person

How I did it
How to stop eating because i'm bored
It took me
10 months
It made me


Recent entries
Fling Five Things Per Day For 43 Days
Well..

So I flung around 100 things in one day because I’m moving… I wonder if that counts…



Take more pictures
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i carry my camera with me everywhere
EVERYWHEREEVERYWHERE I TELL YOU
i get amazing pictures



find who I am (read all 3 entries…)
the significance of nothing

who or what made the rose a significant flower in our culture?
was it the beauty alone, the curves, the softness, and the presence of the flower which made it so popular.
or was it simply one lonely man saw this flower and it reminded him of a past love, and he popularized it just simply by chance.

in old Britain the rose was a very popular flower, could the origination of our obsession with this flower have began there?

i can not deny the everlasting beauty of the rose … though i have to question why the rose? why not the buttercup or ever more likely.. the daisy.
they are still pretty but in their own supple and simple way but nothing compared to the rose.

so why do we thrive on the complexity and tenderness of the rose?

but maybe that’s just it… what we don’t understand, what we don’t question we just accept. if we questioned more, and didn’t just let more things slide because it’s happened before and it was accepted before.. maybe we could live in a world where if you aren’t a rose, being a daisy doesn’t feel so lonely.



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