Catastrophee

i’m not shy. im loud, obnoxitous and brutaly honest. But for some reason when im talking to guys by myself its just really awkward. like i just over think it or something. i can never think of anything to say besides generic questions. but, i will like talk to anyone as long as i have someone next to me like a friends or someone. HELP!

i want to get my septum pierced again. ive had it before and i did it myself. but now i want it again and im not allowed to do it myself. so i have to save $70. i already have 30.

so today is the start of my new diet. Im going to try to only eat 200/250 calories a day. Yes i know completely unhealthy. But i dont care. I want to lose like 40/45 eventually. So ill try to do this for the next month. But ill probally mess it up.

day 1:
12pm coffee…25
1pm 3 squares of chocolate…150
5pm salad w/ fat free italian…50
5pm vegatable bouilon square with water…30

ill about to leave and walk for an hour (3mi) which burns 300cal.