who doesn’t like that giddy, butterflies in your stomache want to be with this new person all the time feeling? when you go that extra mile to look better so you feel better around the newest “fling” i don’t need to fall in love again with the person im going to spend the rest of my life with. i just want that obsesive, almost unhealthy, puppy love with someone. someone to hold hands with, go dancing and just be over-the-top head over heals in lust with.
one day i will be ready to become open again but right now i think i need to take baby steps.
May 13, 2008, 01:56AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
i have told my friends and family that i am gay well since then i haven’t dated any girls. in fact i fell for a southeren gentelman. well he’s gone and i now more than ever want to be with a women. but since i haven’t really been with one for a few years i don’t even now how to start! i don’t know where to go or how to act. i know be yourself but seriously…
May 10, 2008, 10:35PM PDT | 3 cheers | 1 comment
its so hard to stop caring when you want people to like you. i just need to keep reminding myself that i want them to like me for who i really am. but again rejection is hard. i love me… so should everyone else 8 )
May 10, 2008, 10:32PM PDT | 0 comments
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