CerriRoo

Oh my goodness. This website has officialy changed my life. It is like I need to see that other people want to do something before I realize I want to do it too.

I dont know where I am going and I dont care when I get back. it represents total freedom. I want to get a van and a best friend and maybe a dog and sell poetry to get gas and food money and just drive untill I get to an ocean. Then swim?

So I know there is a free mental health clinic on campus and I still do not go. I almost did once, but … I really want to go, but I just have not. Something is stopping me. I guess I am afraid of being judged or someone not thinking I have a serious enough problem or my parents finding out.
I think I might be depressed, but who’s not? I occasionaly cut, but not in a bad way, (what I mean by that is that I do not do any real damage, not emergency room visits or anything like that, nothing that bleeds for more than 10 min. or so.)
I guess I really want to get a handle on my life and I want to go to therapy, but maybe I am just not there yet…

Wow, I did not even know I wanted to do this until I saw other people doing it.

I think I will write a few notes and leave them in some library books on campus. Maybe in the bathrooms…

Oh I am excited now….