I'm doing 32 things
I used to be a complete doormat a few years ago, but I guess I got fed up and just started snapping back at people.
But these past few months, I feel like I have a sign on my forehead that says, “DOORMAT”, AGAIN. One of those leader-ish, bitch girls doesn’t like me for some reason, and of course her pathetic minions without a life practically follow her lead. (highschool. eyeroll)The strange part is that I can stand up for myself awesomely against so-called minions (I insult them when they try to step on me, they already backed off [ha, I can be an evil bitch when I want to]), but when she insults me, I get a blank. Like, all of my retorts disappear from my head. Of course, she decided to only insult me when she’s practically talking to the whole class, never in my face. Coward.
Still, it’s infuriating. I just don’t know what to do. She’s really pissing me off, but I never go pick a fight after the “heat of the moment” is gone. It just feels… weird. I dunno. Next time she tries to insult me, I’ll just have to retort before someone cuts me off (people have the knack to do that too). I just can’t tolerate this anymore, it’s going too far.
CharcoalEclipse's Life List
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1. To live instead of exist
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2. have more self confidence
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3. stand up for myself
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4. stop avoiding confrontations
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5. go bungee jumping
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6. have a paintball fight
59 people -
7. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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8. fight for what I love and believe in
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9. make a difference
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10. be more creative
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11. be less awkward
142 people -
12. be kissed [really kissed & have it mean something]
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13. sell my art
565 people -
14. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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15. ride go carts
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16. put condoms in strangers shopping carts
2 people -
17. get good grades
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18. learn to drive
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19. go skinny dipping
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20. take more risks
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21. prank
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22. pull a senior prank
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23. have the courage to confront people
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24. hit all the buttons in a crowded elevator
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25. be unafraid of failure
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26. live fearlessly
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27. sleep under the stars
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28. list 100 things I love about me
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29. steal a street sign
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30. Risk! Risk anything! Care no more for the opinion of others, for those voices. Do the hardest thing on earth for me. Act for myself. Face the truth.
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31. live on my own
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32. say no
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