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Untitled 10 months ago

I used to be a complete doormat a few years ago, but I guess I got fed up and just started snapping back at people.
But these past few months, I feel like I have a sign on my forehead that says, “DOORMAT”, AGAIN. One of those leader-ish, bitch girls doesn’t like me for some reason, and of course her pathetic minions without a life practically follow her lead. (highschool. eyeroll)The strange part is that I can stand up for myself awesomely against so-called minions (I insult them when they try to step on me, they already backed off [ha, I can be an evil bitch when I want to]), but when she insults me, I get a blank. Like, all of my retorts disappear from my head. Of course, she decided to only insult me when she’s practically talking to the whole class, never in my face. Coward.
Still, it’s infuriating. I just don’t know what to do. She’s really pissing me off, but I never go pick a fight after the “heat of the moment” is gone. It just feels… weird. I dunno. Next time she tries to insult me, I’ll just have to retort before someone cuts me off (people have the knack to do that too). I just can’t tolerate this anymore, it’s going too far.

Jan 08, 2009, 12:46PM PST | 0 comments



 

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