Jason is breaking up with me. He says I can’t give him the things he wants – moving, kids & being married. I knew this would come, I just knew it. I’m not just overreacting either – he’s been saying this for months and has bought a twin mattress and is apartment hunting, it’s over. I don’t think I know how to be single anymore…. I don’t WANT to be either…. I feel like my life is over….
Chastity McNiel's Life List
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1. Spread awareness about Epidermolysis Bullosa (see entry please)
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2. Stop procrastinating
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3. Compare myself to no one but who I was yesterday
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4. Don't be afraid to make mistakes
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5. Find what makes me happy and do it
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6. Update my art journal regularly
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7. Be more social & outgoing
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8. Improve my spelling
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9. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time being productive
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10. Have a better relationship with my parents
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11. Sell on Etsy
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12. Successfully raise and maintain a bonsai tree
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13. Send a Random Act of Kindness package once a month
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14. Get a library card
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15. Read more books
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16. Put my projects and stash on Ravelry
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17. Crochet for charity
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18. Crochet Nola's baby blanket
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19. Crochet my first-ever garment - Spring Shell
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20. Keep an ongoing list of my crochet projects here
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How I did it: When I'm finially settled in my own apartment I plan to go though everything as I unpack, weeding out what I don't want or can donate. A lot will just remain in boxes as keepsakes so I'll still have them but they'll be packed away neatly not cluttering things up. I want my new place to have a clean, open simplistic look. Read how I did it…
How I did it: Just kept pluggin' on. It's a very easy pattern, just tedious. It uses the same stitch over & over, so it gets repetitive very quickly. Read how I did it…
How I did it: I ended up putting it on craigslist.com and got tons of replies within mninutes. I sold it to a man for his 7-year-old daughter for $70. I think that's fair since it was like new, just missingg a charger, which he had already. Read how I did it…
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My life really is boring so I suppose you can blame the lack of entries on that. Stuff:
- They’ll be removing the skin cancer a week from this Friday. Gah.
- I’m hooked on my “Wreck This Journal” – nice creative outlet.
- Animal Crossing on Wii takes up way lots of the boringness in my life.
- J and I may be moving – like really this time – his job is even rockier than before and our lease is up in June. If he can’t find an out-of-state job by then we’re gonna move into a studio apt and try to save cash for 6 months or so. If he does find a job he’s going up to find an apt, get set up, etc. while I stay here and work on finding a way to keep getting medical coverage. We’re trying for someplace in Colorado.
- My Gpa is having his prostate removed the beginning of April. Scary.
I think that’s about it. Le sigh.
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Well, over the passed month and a half things have been… meh, some good some really bad.
I got a Wii finally, as well as Animal Crossing: City Folk (message/comment for my friend code) and I really love the game :). I’ll be turning 25 on the 21st which is a big accomplishment since most people with EB die very young.
Bad new is I do have squamous cell carcinoma (skin cancer) – AGAIN – for the 5th time on the same knee. I’ll have to have it removed here really soon. At least they think my lymph nodes are okay still.
More bad news is my Grandpa has prostate cancer. sigh It really scares me. I don’t know what we’d all do without him. But he’s a strong man, and it’s in stage one so… hopes.
Jason is also on eggshells at his job – it’s just a matter of time before they lay him off. He’s looking for jobs in Maryland – we’re hoping to work it out so we can move there. I told my Grandpa and he said he’d look into it and see if it’s possible for me to move and keep my medical coverage the way it is now. We’ll see… I’m not moving if my Grandpa is really sick. Period.
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