Chedabboo




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stop being afraid
Scared of things I shouldn't be scared of 10 months ago

Here I am, age 22, and it seems as though fear is beginning to set in worse than before. I am afraid of failure with regards to school, so I procrastinate, which creates a self-fulfilling prophecy.

I’m afraid of the opposite sex, which means that I’ve never been kissed, never been on a date, never even held hands with a guy. I’m too afraid. I won’t let anyone get close enough to do that.

I know how to fix many of my problems, I know what to do, but I can’t seem to put any of it into action.

But I’m not scared of death! Or skydiving, or getting run over, or walking alone at night. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.



go to prom
I've done this... 22 months ago

...and boy, was it overrated. I spent hundreds of dollars on my dress, jewelry, etc, and went with a bunch of friends and had a miserable time. I don’t think any of us really enjoyed it.

But on the plus side, I realized that dances aren’t really my thing, and I haven’t wasted time/money/thought on any other ones…



Fall in love
I will find him someday 22 months ago

I’m 21 years old and I’ve never been in love, never even been close. Right now I’m more focused on my schoolwork, but I really want to find the right guy to fall in love with someday.



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