Cherry

I really need to make it a habit!

I have gym membership at 24 hour fitness, and I have qualms about going by myself… I am just very insecure when I’m alone in public.

I guess I just need to suck it up and go to the gym!

are stopping me from going to the gym. and fear of being alone in public places.

So, I have to get over that and go to the gym because I need to get in shape.
I signed up with my sister, and she was going to go with me to the gym until i got into a routine, but she stopped going… which meant that I stopped going. My membership is still active… but I am not.

I just need to get motivated… think about the time that has passed… in the time that I’ve been sitting here, doing nothing, I could have been at the gym(burning calories/carbs!)

I hope I can do it! (:

I thought i was totally weird and gross about this…

when I showed my friends the inside of my lips and cheeks, they were grossed out; which did not help me whatsoever.

Anyway, I’m trying very hard to kick this nasty habit. (i stopped chewing on the skin around my fingernails)
I have become very aware of it when I do it… and stopping myself when I go in for the bite.
Also, just think about what guys must think about when they kiss me.
“Ew, what’s wrong with this girl’s lips?”
And if fear doesn’t motivate you, self-loathing will!

That was a joke… self-loathing IS fear! ha-ha-ha-ha… ehhh
Anyway, I hope I can keep myself focused and not chew on my lips