I need someone to hold me. Someone to call my own. I miss my now ex boyfriend… we have been broken up since sunday. He was the best thing to ever happen to me and now hes gone. we broke up cuz we never get to see each other. I want to run away with him. we are still really good friends tho. But it sux because I can’t call him mine anymore. I am in love with him… I’ve never had these feelings for anyone before. I’ve been crying ever since we broke up and i don’t cry that much. I hope we get back together more than anything because i don’t want to lose him. I want to be in his arms right now. he is my soul mate… and he told me i was his. I kno that he is just confused right now… but soon i plan on running away to see him and never come back to my so called home. I will miss my friends but i miss my love more. he means everything to me.
ok so… I was dating this guy i really loved to death. Everything seemed to be going perfect… or so i thought. just last night we were talking and he told me he wanted to just be friends because we never get to see each other and it was hurting him. he made me promise to still be his friend and that i will still talk to him. i could never stop talking to him tho. he tried everything to make me smile but i couldnt because the love of my life told me he just wanted to be friends. I will always be his friend if it will make him happy because that is all i want is for him to be happy. we talked for a little while last night but i think i made him really sad, but i didnt mean to. that night when we got off the phone with each other i cried. it was strange beacause ive never cried over a guy before. i really do hope we will still be friends, and maybe one day we will get back together. i will never hate him and i will always love him.
Some odd reason I think I can’t love. Maybe I just haven’t found the right guy, maybe I’m still young, or maybe I’m unable to love somebody. I’m not gonna give up yet though! I have my whole life ahead of me.
Some odd reason I think I can’t love. Maybe I just haven’t found the right guy, maybe I’m still young, or maybe I’m unable to love somebody. I’m not gonna give up yet though! I have my whole life ahead of me.
Hey People… I want to meet someone new. If anyone would like to talk then I am your girl. I love meeting new people. Life is so boring when you live in a small town where everyone knows eneryone! So if you want someone to talk to you can talk to me…
He didn’t believe in the Holy One;
or the one who fell from grace.
He had to live an unsoulful life,
or a painful death he would face.
He tried to ease the pain,
but there was no reason left to live.
He walked alone in the cold rain,
hoping his life would give.
He lost all hope.
He lost all faith.
He lost all feeling.
Then he lost his life.
I want to finda guy that will treat me right. I want someone who won’t judge me for the clothes i wear or the way i see things. i have my own opinion and i am my own person. i won’t change that for anybody. if i have to live then i perfer the way i am and if a guy cant accept that then they aren’t worth it. i love meeting new people. its fun getting to kno people. i love to laugh and i love people who can make me laugh. all i ask is for a nice guy that will not cheat on me and will treat me with respect. I am a very loving person. my email address is tsukiko_goth_666@yahoo.com so email me sometime so we can talk!!!
She made a little shadow-hidden grave,
The day Faith died;
Therein she laid it, heard the clod’s sick fall,
And smiled aside-
“If less I ask,” tear-blind, she mocked, “I may be less denied.
She set a rose to blossom in her hair,
The day Faith died-
“Now glad” she said, “and free at last I go,
and life is wide.”
But through long nights she stared into the dark,
And knew she lied.
I live A life where I am afraid to be alone. I am not an attention whore or anything… I’m jst afraid that if I am alone for to long that I will do something stupid… or realize that maybe life really isn’t worth living. I want to meet more ppl that will jus accept me… I hate feeling alone when the truth is there are ppl out there that are just like me.
I need to find a guy that will treat me right. The last to guys I’ve dated has told me they really liked me but they both cheated on me! There are no emo guys at my skool or any worth dating. I am 5ft 2. I way 110pds. I have short dark hair, blue green, and gold eyes. I am really easy to get along with. I will try to get a pic on here asap. I love listenin to music, skateboardind, and playing my guitar. I am a great person to talk to and i love to make ppl laugh! so talk to me… @>>-