Chilipepperg1rl




I'm doing 25 things
 

Chilipepperg1rl's Life List

  1. 1. write a book
    21,587 people
  2. 2. fall in love again
    1,544 people
  3. 3. learn to play the drums
    1,751 people
  4. 4. meet anthony kiedis
    78 people
  5. 5. make a webpage
    14 people
  6. 6. stop attempting suicide
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    2 people
  7. 7. sing in public
    433 people
  8. 8. be a good mom
    635 people
  9. 9. eat healthy
    2,446 people
  10. 10. be a good christian
    37 people
  11. 11. learn to sew
    3,003 people
  12. 12. believe in myself
    1 cheer
    987 people
  13. 13. stop hurting myself
    113 people
  14. 14. scream
    232 people
  15. 15. get a tattoo
    17,418 people
  16. 16. go to seminary
    81 people
  17. 17. paint pictures
    33 people
  18. 18. stand up for myself
    747 people
  19. 19. make friends
    1,490 people
  20. 20. go to concerts
    66 people
  21. 21. get away from my husband
    1 cheer
    2 people
  22. 22. get a divorce
    250 people
  23. 23. kill my father
    1 entry
    11 people
  24. 24. kill my family
    7 people
  25. 25. be seen
    1 entry
    5 people
Recent entries
be seen
I see you 1 year ago

I know you don’t believe me.
But I see you.
I just wonder if
when they see us if
what feels like on the inside
looks the same on the outside?
Sometimes it all just looks
too perfect.


Kill my father
Birth Control 1 year ago

If only that guy used birth control while screwing my mother I wouldn’t be here hating my life.


stop attempting suicide
suicidal 1 year ago

I first attempted when I was 11.
I have tried again at 16. Then at 24.
Then again. and again. and again.
I have been hospitalized 31 times in the last 3 years.
Someone needs to stop me.
I can not stop myself.
Can someone be born without the
will to live?



 

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