Well it’s been about two months since the break up and I have to say I feel much better now than I ever did when I was in the relationship. Looking back the whole ordeal was really quite toxic.
If I stumble across a photo of him, I still feel a cold stab in my chest and I know for a fact I’m still angry at him. I’m going to take those things as a sign that I’m not quite over it yet.
May 03, 04:24AM PDT | 0 comments
...but I don’t think it’s over yet. Thing is, I’m sure I don’t love him anymore but I also feel like I’m not over it yet. The very idea of being intimate with someone again makes me feel sick. I don’t think I’ll ever be capable of trusting someone again.
I went out with my family last night to see a show and after it ended this guy started talking to me that had apparently been watching me for a while. He seemed nice enough and I gave him my name so he could add me on facebook but my family got the wrong idea. I’m really not interested in a relationship right now. Just seems like too much work.
I am going to be an old spinster and leave an ugly and bloated corpse. My nine cats will eat part of my face in desperation until the neighbors notice I’m dead.
T_T
Apr 04, 05:23PM PDT | 0 comments
...Over to get over my ex rather than “get over my first love”. I don’t think of him as someone worth loving anymore. _
Mar 28, 09:41AM PDT | 0 comments