ClarinetChica224

In no particular order:

1. My freckles, even though I curse them sometimes.
2. My eyes, the big brown doe eyes with eyebrows that never need to be tweezed cause they’re naturally arched.
3. My ability to forgive those I truly love quickly, I can have a huge fight with a friend, mother or lover and once I’ve pitched my bitch I can love them like nothing happened.
4. My grandmother’s heart of gold that everyone says I’ve gotten from her.
5. I’m an intellectual. Intelligent beyond my years but by no means wise beyond them.
6. The fact that I am my mother’s daughter.
7. My ability to talk to and make friends with almost anyone in any situation.
8. My caring nature, if I see someone who needs me I can put aside all feelings about them to take care of them.
9. My Spanish-speaking talents. Foreign language has just come naturally to me.
10. The way I can live in the moment. I can just go and not worry about anything but what is right in front of me if I put my mind to it.

I keep getting these really good ideas but they always involve another person and that person usually runs out on me and my idea goes out the window. So I think now the only idea I have involves me, relying on myself. Next year I want to try leaving home for the summer on my own, as I’ll be of age then I think if I go out and live on my own and see the world through my own eyes and answer to no one but myself I’ll be able to figure my shit out.

This if I can successfully do it, will be such a good thing for me to do. I tend to be a realist, but a negative one so this is going to be a good learning experience for me.