I’m always so afraid of disappointing people. Especially when there are high expectations; what if I can’t do it? What if I’m not going to be able to do this as awesome as you think?
Don’t tell me I’m awesome, in fact. Because then, when I’m lackluster, it won’t be as bad for either of us. That’s why I personally just have low expectations. I’d rather be surprised by success than disappointed… Hence my fear of disappointing others.
Ugh. Even worse is that I’m one of those “let me do it” people, so others don’t have as much work, but then there’s still that nagging, “what if I fuck this up?!”
My brain just works in mysterious
Working on our lit magazine. :3
We got the proof the other day and so I bopped in to peek at it before we make a bunch of copies. It looked great! A couple things were wonky, but once everyone has looked at it I’ll fix ‘em up.
So excited for this years issue! Whee~
Why is it everything I make is sweets and thus bad for you? xD
Typically when I leave work (and I don’t close the store) I always ask whoever DOES close if they need anything. Last Saturday I asked and K said “Brownies! Fudge brownies.”
She might have just been saying that… But too late now, hurr-hurr.
So I made brownies. Regrettably out of the box, but still. I like doing stuff for people~
Popcultured by Steve Turner.
We had to read it for our Pop Culture and Theology class. It looked at many forms of pop culture and how God/Christianity are related to them.
It wasn’t a bad read, but I’m always biased against school-assigned books. It seemed like he did a lot of listing and stuff and not so much connecting, like he said he would. In some sections he was very descriptive, but others it was really pale.
Eh. Not bad, but not by any means my favorite.
Went for a walk. :D It’s super nice out!
And this is what I get for being lazy and leaning on the door afterwards. Grease on mah face!
I don’t know the reason, but I’ve just been extremely depressed today. I am not liking this at all.
I don’t think I even have a reason, really…
But hey. Smile anyway.
The feeling of my really dry hands. D; I need lotiooonnn…
The sound of the wind. When it’s extremely windy, anyway.
It’s so loud and makes it hard to concentrate/sleep/do much of anything that requires focus. xD But that’s nature for you (and SoDak weather)...
Les Miserables performed by my college and others in town. They did an excellent job, from acting to music to sets…
They were fantastic. :) It’s a shame I missed bits because it was hard to see, ha-ha.
Today was a pretty good day, not gonna lie. :)
Got a lot done… none of which was homework. But hey.
Classes are all registered for! By the sounds of it my next spring semester is going to be super busy, but… I can do it! It’s my last year, bring it on!
Also got a lot done for Prairie Winds, the lit. journal for my school.
WHICH REMINDS ME. If anyone is interested in submitting, I can send you the link. :3 We won’t be looking at entries for awhile, but it doesn’t hurt! PW accepts photos, essays, fiction, and poetry. (shameless plug nyar-har)
Constantly changing weather.
Fuck you, weather. Make up your damn mind already…
Have I said that yet for this goal? Maybe? Fuck it, it deserves mentioning again if I did.
She’s too good to me, that’s all there is to it.
Happy birthday, mum. :) ilu~
Part of this week’s assignment was to pick a movie and design our own movie poster for it.
My mom sarcastically said, “Big surprise,” upon seeing which film I chose. :’D
What can I say? When I find something I enjoy, I obsess a bit.
We had to do two versions of the same poster with different colors. Of the two, this one is my favorite. Except Elsa’s hair; I like the yellow I used on the other one more…
That and, design-wise, I was lazy with Anna’s streak… Her hair is braided, but I didn’t feel like being correct since it’s so simple anyway.
Not to mention my horrid figure drawing. OMG ELSA’S FACE WAS SO HARD TO DRAW (and still looks feh). NOT TO MENTION THE BODIES. UGH.
Bah. Overall, though, probably my favorite assignment (didn’t think it was possible) for this class.
What little there is of the two of them.
I’ve said it already, but… CLAMP is great! I was disappointed when I learned ages ago that LD wasn’t going to be continued. Cue sad face. But then I randomly decided recently, hey, I wonder if they ever changed their minds and continued it?
Welp, guess what I found? Cue happy dance!
Legal Drug I haven’t read in awhile, so I’m going by memory. But I really liked it! The budding relationship, the shifty but helpful shop owner, the errands of dramatic and supernatural aspects… Nice! Kazahaya is fiery and cat-like, and Rikuo is just the stubborn Jerry to Kazahaya’s Tom. I really enjoyed LD.
Then there’s the sequel/continuation, Drug & Drop. Art wise it hasn’t changed much… Kazahaya seems more feminine looking, though. Then, compared to LD, the plot seems rather speedy. But we also finally learn a lot more detail than we did in LD, so… I’ve read as far as I was able (the internet can only provideth so much in English), but I’m still enjoying it. I liked xxxHOLiC cameo of Watanuki. :3 I was sad when that series ended…
Overall, not my absolute favorite CLAMP, but still very much loved. :D Now I just want a conclusion!!
Assholes. Right now I pretty much just want to scream and cry and throw things and maybe kill someone/thing. Not as much now as I did a few hours ago, but still.
And doors on safes. My knee still hurts like a sonuvabitch.
This movie made me go gaga.
But this SONG in particular…
I just LOVE her voice! And the character! And ach, it’s just so awesome I could die.
I’ve been a hardcore Disney fangirl since I was a wee little brat, and the princess-ly movies always get to me.
Finally a day that I can label as ‘spring break’ worthy.
Well… Monday was, too. But it involved voluntary exercise (lol).
Went and did some errands in the ‘big city’ nearby, then did some well-deserved goofing off with my mum. It was nice.
But my eyes look terrible (tiiiired) so you only get the bottom half o’ mah face.
I love clouds!
And it’s just fuckin’ gorgeous out today, man.
Not knowing when to keep my mouth shut.
Sometimes as soon as I think something I say it. I need to filter better. Damn it.
Temperatures between 60 and 70 Fahrenheit.
Maaaaaybe up to 80. Depends.
If it was that way all year, this girl would be happy. :)