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I think it’s funny!! My mom doesn’t though…lol

I think I found someone, but unfortunatly I wasn’t ballzee enough to say hi….........

I’ve read the book The Celestine Prophecy and loved it, now I want to see this place!!

I drove through Zion’s last year and completely fell in love with the scenery. This summer I would like to get some friends together and head on out the wilderness for a little while. This is the year I’m going to communicate more with Nature…is that weird?

By far on of the best decisions I have made in my life!! Being a Massage Therapist has taken me so many places in my life, and introduced me to so many woderful people.

I actually worked on board Royal Caribbean’s Legend of the Seas. It cruised Alaska, we visited Vancouver, BC, Juneau, Seward, Sitka and Ketchikan. I do regret not seeing more, I worked a lot and didn’t have much time to site see, never the less it was a great adventure.
I would very much like to see Alaska again but not on a cruise.

I realized the other day that my emotions come out more in anger than anything. Maybe because I repress my feelings and thoughts so much. I hold things in until I’m boiling inside, and when the “one” person happens to top me off, they get the full gist of my emotions. It literally feels like I explode. This doesn’t happen very often, but when it does I’m usually under the influence of alcohol. The next day I feel so utterly miserable for letting my anger get out of control. The thing that really bothers me about this problem is that, I usually let it happen to the people that I really care about. I need to find some way to deal with this, and I know that limiting my alcohol consumption will be a huge factor for change.

It’s actually not as hard as one would think….

Nothing makes me feel better than to see people smile and laugh…..

Very hard work, but you meet so many differnt people from all over the world!!

To just up and go one day, that is my dream right now. Save some, well a lot of money and just go. Starting in Europe, backpacking all around, then moving on to Africa visiting as many countries as I can including: Egypt, Congo, Kenya, South Africa, and Chad. Then on to India, Thailand, China, Japan, the Philippines. Then on to Australia, Tasmania, New Zealand, Fiji, the French Polynesia. Then on to South America again visiting as many countries as I can, including: Chili, Argentina, Brazil, Colombia, Ecuador, Venezuela, then on to Mexico, and Central America. Whewwwww…......

It helps me sleep better at night.

To surrender myself to serenity, that would be a life changing experience for me.

Strange to think, but it is rarely wrong.

A book by Eckhart Tolle, a guide to spiritual enlightenment. I recommend this book to anybody seeking answers about themselves. To sum it up:
Make goals now, make decisions now, make a difference now, because ultimately all that matters is now, now is your future. What you do now effects everything. Your past is but a reminder, learn from it, embrace it, don’t live it, because it is the past and you can’t change it. You can change your future by what you do now, in a positive, or in a negative light.

Wow, I never realized how difficult it is to be content. It seems as though i’m not the only individual fighting this battle. I think in most cases we are not content with what we have, what we are doing, or where we are, because deep down inside we all know we can be doing better for ourselves, which is very true for a lot of people.

My Dad taught me how to change oil, amongst other things working in the garage on our vehicles….

Today at work we had our season kick-off meeting. It’s been almost two years since i’ve seen most of the people that work there. It was so great to see old faces and be greeted with great smiles!! Snowbird kicks butt!!! Whewwwww!!!
Get your ski’s and snowboards ready for the season because we open Saturday November, 18th!!! And don’t forget to visit us up at the Cliff Spa!!

My Aunt Linda past away yesterday morning, she was suffering from cancer.
I will miss her LOADS!! But knowing that there is another Angel watching over everyone from up above makes me feel much comfort.
Miss you already, and love you always!!

Yesterday my old roomie from Vegas text me with a video of her cat. I was in bed not wanting to get up, I really haven’t been motivated to do much of anything since I came home. It defiantly made me smile and made me feel much better. Thanks Sam!