I find freckles look nice on some people but on me, i don’t know i just feel like i look dirty. Lindsay Lohan and Ke$ha really don’t help this feeling go away either :(. I don’t go outside much so they’re not as dark or as abundant as they could be at least. I have purple circles under my eyes, redness around my nose, and freckles. Dammit i just want to be one freakin’ color! Bleaching your skin doesn’t sound too good but everything else doesn’t seem to work.
Coanth's Life List
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1. be a better parent
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2. Go back to the gym
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3. Eat Healthier & Eat Less.
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4. go to a concert of a band i like
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5. go outside of canada
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6. Sing at a karaoke bar
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7. get a drivers license
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8. Take an art class
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9. grow a garden
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10. learn to play an instrument
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11. get a tattoo
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12. learn to swim
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13. Learn how to Lucid Dream
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14. Have great sex
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15. read every book I own
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16. restore my eyesight naturally
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17. take a self defense class
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18. list 100 random things about myself
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19. watch every DVD I own that I have never watched
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20. Learn Pressure Points
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21. Make friends with girls
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22. try fencing
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23. go to college
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24. see a doctor
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25. Attempt to paint again
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26. pet a pigeon
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27. Throw out useless crap
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28. Move out of Saint John
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29. learn to Hula Hoop
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30. Compile a list of 99 inspirational quotes
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31. Find The Positives In 100 Situations That Get Me Down
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32. get corrective jaw surgery
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33. fly a kite
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34. ignore ignorant people
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35. Just say fuck it and do it, a hell of a lot more often
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36. do not get into another romantic relationship until i get my life together
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37. Have 30 wigs
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38. get an mp3 player or an ipod
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39. get help
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40. have white & healthy teeth
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41. stop taking things personally
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42. get rid of my freckles
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43. go outside every day for a week
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I gave up on this too soon. It’s been around 9 months since i attempted something, so i’m doing alright, i think.
I’ve finally realized that if you’re broken you’re only going to attract or be attracted to other broken people. Ones with similar problems as you or ones with problems that compliment your own. It’s sad that if you let the cycle continue and keep entering relationships you’re not only going to leave with problems you had going in. I feel lucky that i wasn’t that much of a relationship whore in life. I see people that have a new relationship every couple of weeks, i can’t imagine how psychologically fucked they must be when that light switch finally turns on in their minds. Relationship whores are more fucked up than regular whores that just sleep around in my opinion. Just be alone and fix yourself bitches.
I have no direction in life and put everyone before myself so it’s no wonder that the last guy was a control freak that only cared about his own feelings. Meh, life is a cunt but it has it’s reasons for it’s ways.
I want to puke at the amount of people into open relationships now. This trend defines my generation perfectly; spoiled, greedy, shallow, lazy, self-centered, impatient scatterbrains. What will they have when they’re old, libidoless and run out of trust fund money? I don’t even know how to begin to explain these people, i’m still calculating information about them.
I have to push myself to have conversations with people now just so i can satisfy that small part of me that craves social interactions. There’s too many people out there that seem like carbon copies of one another. I really shouldn’t be able to predict someones entire personality; likes, dislikes etc by little things they tell me. Either i’m a genius or we’re not all snowflakes. This really wasn’t supposed to be a rant about the downfall of modern civilization but i suppose my disgust of most people is one thing that helps me stick to this goal.
If anyone knows healthy recipes for lazy people please send them my way. Every recipe i see in magazines looks expensive, time consuming and wasteful.
