Coanth

Awakening...slowly but still...



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Coanth's Life List

  1. 1. be a better parent
    7 entries . 30 cheers
    368 people
  2. 2. Go back to the gym
    4 entries . 7 cheers
    68 people
  3. 3. Eat Healthier & Eat Less.
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    3 people
  4. 4. go to a concert of a band i like
    3 entries . 21 cheers
    1 person
  5. 5. go outside of canada
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    2 people
  6. 6. Sing at a karaoke bar
    1 entry . 17 cheers
    81 people
  7. 7. get a drivers license
    12 cheers
    306 people
  8. 8. Take an art class
    1 entry . 13 cheers
    395 people
  9. 9. grow a garden
    2 entries . 15 cheers
    920 people
  10. 10. learn to play an instrument
    1 entry . 6 cheers
    1,374 people
  11. 11. get a tattoo
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    22,046 people
  12. 12. learn to swim
    1 entry . 5 cheers
    3,354 people
  13. 13. Learn how to Lucid Dream
    1 entry . 7 cheers
    64 people
  14. 14. Have great sex
    1 entry . 8 cheers
    169 people
  15. 15. read every book I own
    2 entries . 7 cheers
    2,138 people
  16. 16. restore my eyesight naturally
    2 cheers
    138 people
  17. 17. take a self defense class
    2 cheers
    239 people
  18. 18. list 100 random things about myself
    9 entries . 3 cheers
    13 people
  19. 19. watch every DVD I own that I have never watched
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    2 people
  20. 20. Learn Pressure Points
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    10 people
  21. 21. Make friends with girls
    2 entries . 5 cheers
    2 people
  22. 22. try fencing
    1 entry . 4 cheers
    46 people
  23. 23. go to college
    2 entries . 3 cheers
    4,427 people
  24. 24. see a doctor
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    18 people
  25. 25. Attempt to paint again
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    1 person
  26. 26. pet a pigeon
    1 entry
    1 person
  27. 27. Throw out useless crap
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    1 person
  28. 28. Move out of Saint John
    3 entries . 1 cheer
    1 person
  29. 29. learn to Hula Hoop
    3 entries . 2 cheers
    66 people
  30. 30. Compile a list of 99 inspirational quotes
    6 entries . 2 cheers
    2 people
  31. 31. Find The Positives In 100 Situations That Get Me Down
    7 entries . 2 cheers
    1 person
  32. 32. get corrective jaw surgery
    1 entry
    50 people
  33. 33. fly a kite
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    631 people
  34. 34. ignore ignorant people
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    14 people
  35. 35. Just say fuck it and do it, a hell of a lot more often
    1 entry
    1 person
  36. 36. do not get into another romantic relationship until i get my life together
    2 entries . 3 cheers
    1 person
  37. 37. Have 30 wigs
    2 entries
    1 person
  38. 38. get an mp3 player or an ipod
    1 entry
    1 person
  39. 39. get help
    1 entry
    62 people
  40. 40. have white & healthy teeth
    1 entry
    2 people
  41. 41. stop taking things personally
    1 entry
    144 people
  42. 42. get rid of my freckles
    1 entry
    78 people
  43. 43. go outside every day for a week
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    1 person
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get rid of my freckles
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I find freckles look nice on some people but on me, i don’t know i just feel like i look dirty. Lindsay Lohan and Ke$ha really don’t help this feeling go away either :(. I don’t go outside much so they’re not as dark or as abundant as they could be at least. I have purple circles under my eyes, redness around my nose, and freckles. Dammit i just want to be one freakin’ color! Bleaching your skin doesn’t sound too good but everything else doesn’t seem to work.



do not get into another romantic relationship until i get my life together (read all 2 entries…)
Going on at medium capacity

I gave up on this too soon. It’s been around 9 months since i attempted something, so i’m doing alright, i think.

I’ve finally realized that if you’re broken you’re only going to attract or be attracted to other broken people. Ones with similar problems as you or ones with problems that compliment your own. It’s sad that if you let the cycle continue and keep entering relationships you’re not only going to leave with problems you had going in. I feel lucky that i wasn’t that much of a relationship whore in life. I see people that have a new relationship every couple of weeks, i can’t imagine how psychologically fucked they must be when that light switch finally turns on in their minds. Relationship whores are more fucked up than regular whores that just sleep around in my opinion. Just be alone and fix yourself bitches.

I have no direction in life and put everyone before myself so it’s no wonder that the last guy was a control freak that only cared about his own feelings. Meh, life is a cunt but it has it’s reasons for it’s ways.

I want to puke at the amount of people into open relationships now. This trend defines my generation perfectly; spoiled, greedy, shallow, lazy, self-centered, impatient scatterbrains. What will they have when they’re old, libidoless and run out of trust fund money? I don’t even know how to begin to explain these people, i’m still calculating information about them.

I have to push myself to have conversations with people now just so i can satisfy that small part of me that craves social interactions. There’s too many people out there that seem like carbon copies of one another. I really shouldn’t be able to predict someones entire personality; likes, dislikes etc by little things they tell me. Either i’m a genius or we’re not all snowflakes. This really wasn’t supposed to be a rant about the downfall of modern civilization but i suppose my disgust of most people is one thing that helps me stick to this goal.



Eat Healthier & Eat Less.
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If anyone knows healthy recipes for lazy people please send them my way. Every recipe i see in magazines looks expensive, time consuming and wasteful.



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