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Would be amazing, especially with the one I love to share it with me. Not only would it be so peaceful, but also extremely romantic and simply beautiful. I’d love it even more if it were also at the beach, maybe near the jetties, where we could talk whenever we wanted to, but also just lay down listening to the sound of the waves crashing over and over again onto the giant rocks, while staring at the myriad of constellations above us. On clear nights at the beaches here, especially when the night air is cool and the wind is just barely blowing, the stars look more amazing than anywhere else I’ve ever seen them, along with the moon which just GLISTENS on top of the black water like so much glitter… Probably remains the number 1 reason why I love the beach SO much more during the night as opposed to when the sun is BEATING down! I definitely want to make sure and do this item on my list VERY soon, now that I’ve thought about it like this! Lol :)

Ugh, just makes me SO mad when I see these televangelists, etc., taking advantage of (especially older) people, by taking their money just so THEY can drive fancy cars, wear fancy suits & live in fancy houses!! Other times, I just get so angry with the people themselves who believe in such HORSESHIT, because I feel as if they act like they don’t have a mind of their own & just without even QUESTIONING everything about their religion that makes NO sense, they GIVE so freely of their money & minds! The reason it bothers ME though is because I am TIRED of trying to have it pushed down my throat, of people who judge atheists for having open minds, of adults who tell these LIES to children so that the lies never DIE as if in some unending, distorted Circle of Ignorance, & not to mention, most of all: Religion Kills!! Oh yes, it kills people EVERY day!! It’s why our soldiers are over in those shithole deserts right NOW! It’s why people don’t do SHIT to change their situations on their OWN, because they are waiting for GOD to do it, thinking he/she will change things for them when it’s “meant to be”! It’s why people don’t even BOTHER most of the time to RESEARCH the truth & instead say ignorant statements such as, “People have forgotten the REAL meaning of Christmas!”, when IN FACT, the Bible was written over a HUGE stretch of time, LIFETIMES apart, & the coveted Christmas holiday was NOT originally designated as Jesus’ Birthday, but was only MUCH LATER TAKEN OVER as such BY CHRISTIANS!! But don’t worry, Jehovah’s: I haven’t forgotten YOU! Do I go knocking on YOUR damn PRIVATE residence’s door trying to push MY beliefs down YOUR throat?! Or IF I was interested in your “religion”, would it not be MUCH preferred by your people that I WAIT till someone is AT your “church” to go & seek the information I’d be requesting of you? Yah, I thought so! And Protestants: WTF makes YOUR religion ANY less ignorant and closed-minded than Catholics?! I really hate to have to “steal” a quote from Richard Dawkins, but THE TRUTH IS THAT ALL OF YOU ARE ATHEISTS ABOUT MOST OF THE RELIGIONS THAT HAVE EVER EXISTED EXCEPT ONE: YOUR OWN!! And Now I DON’T need some Holy Roller/Bible Belter to write me stating how “sorry” they feel for me, because believe me, the feeling is mutual. Nor do I need anyone to pray for me. Instead, use that time to do a LITTLE research on your religion, but NOT from sources that teach it: Use INDEPENDENT sources & see if you find any discrepancies with what’s been SHOVED down your throat since you could TALK or what was PUSHED on you as a vulnerable adult when your life “suddenly” got better after you started believing in a god, which I assure you was a complete coincidence!! Believe me, I don’t LIKE being right about this. Life would be MUCH easier, I suppose, if Intelligent Design was real, as I can’t imagine any intelligent creator letting those made in his or her own image suffer, die, or otherwise. But it’s the TRUTH! However, I AM so tired of dealing with this issue & feeling as though I need to take it so personally when people are so ignorant, so therefore, I DO wish I could start learning how to be more tolerant of religion in general and the people who believe in it, simply due to the fact that I have to share the world with such people, like it or not! I COULD write a book on the subject, but I won’t right now… I only wish for more tolerance, as stated. Btw, I am a GOOD person, very KIND & HELPFUL to people who need it, no matter what they believe in. I am very LOVING & stand on pretty high moral ground. As a matter of fact, I probably follow more of the Ten Commandments than most Christians I know, (except, of course, the believing in God one, but that’s just because I have a BRAIN in my head) regardless of the fact that a burning bush never spoke to Moses, nor did he receive ANY commandments from ANY source or even float downriver in a basket as a baby. But that’s all a WHOLE ‘nother subject! ;)

This is probably the easiest thing to achieve on my list, as I already have seen them so many times & have plans to see them another 2x within a 2 day period this month! I have also met Claudio twice & Mic Todd once, but I still feel like I’m missing out till I get to meet the WHOLE band @ least ONCE! I do feel as if I am one of their biggest fans… I have traveled 1,000 miles by plane to see them when they weren’t going to be touring in Florida, prior to the release of YOTBR. I have spent an embarrassing amount of money on MANY band related items, much of which is now signed by Claudio or all of them. I have a tattoo representing them & plans to get another in the near future, but then, so do a LOT of their fans. However, I do doubt many people can say they had a CO&CA themed wedding & got married the same day as we saw them in concert. Even found out from Matt of Cobalt & Calcium that the band wanted to meet with us that day, but NOT till almost a MONTH later! GRRRRRR!!!!! THAT, needless to say, pissed me off & even had me cry in’. Lol Anyway, looking forward to these next 2 shows in less than 2 weeks & ALL the rest of the times in the future I will get to meet up again with this AMAZING band of individuals! Btw: I am 37, so therefore, do NOT consider or refer to myself as a “Killgannon”... JUST a real, genuine fan.