I'm doing 39 things
WHEN!
3 months ago
When will I ever get over this feeling of being ugly. I tend to think everyone except ME on this planet is beautiful.
I just can’t seem to stop worrying about this…. :(
CoolChick's Life List
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1. Remind myself everyday that "It doesn't matter"
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2. Get back in shape
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3. stop worrying so much about what i look like
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4. Be thankful for what I have rather than complain about what I dont...
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5. Not let go of interesting people I meet
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6. Stick to my commitments
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7. stop getting bored so easily
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8. live every moment
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9. be free
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10. Live The Secret
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11. tell the people I love that I love them
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12. work for an NGO
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13. make a difference in someone's life
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14. help people in need
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15. make someone smile everyday
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16. own a library
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17. become a better photographer
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18. Save energy
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19. continue being honest
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20. keep in touch with friends
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21. have conversations late into the night with fascinating people
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22. Say the right things at the right time
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23. spice up my life
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24. travel the world
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25. take a photography class
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26. Help end racism
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27. Get a Mac
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28. Read all the books in my "must read" pile
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29. look at the stars every night
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30. Send a message in a bottle
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31. learn pottery
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32. become an egyptologist
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33. learn sign language
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34. play the piano
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35. play badminton
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36. learn to play the violin
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37. Actually do the things on this list
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38. figure out what i want to do with my life
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39. Comprise a list of 100 quotes that inspire me and publish
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How I did it
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How I did it: I kept hoping, wishing and praying for it to happen...and it did. all it takes is a bit of belief in yourself and someone up there who makes it all possible. Read how I did it…
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WHY!
3 months ago
I donno why but everytime I meet a nice guy, this little voice in my head takes over which tells me “how could this guy like me…surely there must be someone better out there for him…someone way better than me”
I am usually a confident, outgoing sorta person. But when it comes to my appearance, I do tend to think I am anything but perfect or beautiful. I just don’t like the way I look. I know it’s all God-gifted yet I feel like I’m a person with the lowest self-esteem in the world.
It’s this attitude that makes me want to drive away the guys who seem to like me. I just end up messing things…on purpose…and losing out on love that comes my way.
I don’t know if I’ll ever get over this. I need HELP!
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6 months ago
I really need to do this. I have got to stop being such a bum and start working out…for my own good!
