CourtneyDianne

It is about as bad as getting your blood drawn.
I promise, there is many things more painful.
If my Mom can take the pain, so can you.
One tear is all she shed.

It was great.

and yet I sit around for hours trying to think of a single thing I like about myself.

Which makes the fact that I currently have nothing I like about myself.

I could simply write down 43 things other people have told me they like about me but that would be cheating.

I may try again when I have more confidence… or atleast more positive things to say about meself.

I know you can.

Victorias secret is the best.
:]

... but when you wear pretty things, you feel pretty.

I used to always get so down on myself for not being “good” at any sports.

I tried basketball, softball, soccer, even bowling and I was horrid at all of them.

Then, a group I was in for children who lost a parent went on an ice skating trip to the local rink.

I met a figure skater and absolutly feel in love with the spot.
I continued figure skating for the next 8 years every day.
It eventually became to pricey for me, so I just dance a few times a week now and skate from time to time.
.... but point is, try a non-traditional sport.
You may like it.

Just streach.
A lot.

Two weeks before I turned 18.
Thanks goodness.

I finally have come to relise that I always have had a ton of friends.

I just felt so very alone.
I think everyone does from time to time though.
Espically in high school

As much as you can.

is good.

End of story.