Crazy_chick24

I hate reading !!!!!!!!
But somehow i wish i could read more , infact it’s the best way to pass the time when ur bored and have nothing to do …

Am a very paranoid person ,But the whole idea of being paranoid is that you can’t stop thinking abt things that haven’t even happened !!
am going to college this year and am always thinking that my Boy Friend is going to leave me for another new gurl, and that scares me to death cause honestly he’s the best thing in my life right now and i’ve never felt this way before abt any1 PLUS !! he’s been traviling these past couple of weeks and i havent been able to see him at all …. and i’ve been bitching and fighting abt the stupidest of things with him just cause i think he doesnt care abt me anymore ..he keeps saying “I STILL FEEL THE SAME WAY I FELT WHEN I MET YOU” or when i ask him r u going to leave me ?he’s like “I wont leave you no matter wat you did and how crazy you are i wont leave you , even if you wanna leave me i wont leave you =D” i must admit that way kinda sweet but he still acts werid and i feel there’s sthg wrong, i still dnt belive him because of my paranoid head of mine , wat should i do ?? and do you think he wants to leave me and he’s just saying that …. =s