CrunchyBread

I feel like I’m in a contracting mode. Like everything is drawing inward and getting smaller for me.

I go through these cycles. It is nothing new. Like breathing in and breathing out, sometimes I feel bold and gregarious, and sometimes I feel small and invisible. Right now I feel like I should be pulling in and hiding my head under the covers.

I don’t feel afraid that I am unloved. I feel like it is night time, and I need to just chill out and hibernate until I feel all rested and ready to re-start.

I have the impulse to close about half of my goals. They are not something I feel like working on right now. Yet, if I close them it implies that I don’t care at all about them anymore, and that isn’t true. It’s just that I don’t feel like I want to be bothered with all my goals knocking on my door for attention.

I’ll swing back up again. I just need to have some down time right now.

HA! I just realized… that’s exactly in line with the Tarot card I drew today! :)

Anyway. Trying to settle down now. TTYL.

This card is about how life keeps turning: what goes up must come down. What is down may well go back up again.

It is one of the few cards in the deck that has no real opposite, and means practically the same thing reversed as it does upright.

It is also a card about luck. Not everything in our lives has a direct cause-and-effect relationship to our own choices. Sometimes stuff just happens.

The Knight of wands

A fiery knight charges in on a fiery horse, blazing across the desert. The pyramids of Egypt are visible in the distance.

This is a card about taking strong action, and making fast progress. The rider is a redhead, and could be interpreted as having a feminine cast to the features.

Energy, daring, enthusiasm, and courage are all indicated.