Crystal29

understand someone on a deep level
I responded feel understood on a deep level. I left anentry about it there but Ill repeat some of it here. I met a guy some time ago online. He does live far and I dont know about you but true friendships seem unlikely to me this way. Eventually we started talking on the phone and I was going through alot and even now still am. We talk almost on a daily basis for the last 3 months, before that it was often but not THIS much. But how do I understand him? Well as much as I talked so did he. He let his guard down and shared every skeleton he had in his closet expecting me to run scared. He had never been able to share his pain with anyone, especially with someone so patient andunderstanding. I’ve never judged him and even learned to love him the more I learned about him. For once I feel that someone understands my pain and I can feel his as well. And I feel genuine happiness when he’s happy, at times even more happy because of whatever it is making him happy on top of just knowing that hes happy. We know eachother better than anyone else in our lives and destiny and fate dont even describe what I think it is with us. We both wouldve had a sad and lonely existance having never had the other.

I think its the most romantic thing to do. My most memorable experience was when a group of us were trying to go the beach. We almost made it out there but the weather wasnt lookin good and it suddenly started pouring. Where we were at there was bridge and since we all had on bathing suits anyway and it had been hot we were like what the hell, might as well go out there and have fun. There were two other couples there as well and we each were in our own lil worlds, kind of alternating between playing in the rain and having those deep romantic moments while making out. It was probably one of the nicest moments I had with this guy who eventually bacame the father of my now 3y/o daughter. It didnt work out but we’re still good friends and Ill always love him to death.

By meeting someone who lives far away I havehad the advantage of first getting to know them just by conversation. These phone conversations have gotten deep and personal many times to a point that average person wouldve probably just run away and/or discontinued the friendship completely. This guy understood everything about me and even now knows more than anyone else in my life ever has and vice versa. He can read me like a book and I can talk to him about anything thats bothering me. I love this guy to death and dont know what I’d do without him in my life. Hes been my best friend and my rock when everything in my life seemed to be falling apart. Im almost positive that through all that and he’s still around he may be the one for me. I sure hope so :)